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我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记,我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是,我知道我的这份爱,这份心痛,将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥



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Friday, July 22, 2011

Here I come again.
Recently, alot things had been happening. But I've been telling myself to stay strong & be positive.
I guess, I wont be able to take it soon enough.

Health, Friends, Job, Family. It's like all came down crashing down at me one moment.
I've always put everything before myself. & at this moment, I really dont know what should I do.
Seeing my friends unhappy, I'll feel sad also.
& now my mother is jobless, & I've back problem. & it's getting worst & worst.
Im really afraid, that everything doesnt become any better but worst.

I still had to work to pay for household chores, Im the only support of the family now.
I really dont wish all this to happen, but whats done cant be undone.
Friends, I'd my doubts already. I really dont know who to trust & who not to trust.
I've been through before, & I really dont wish the same thing to repeat again.
Friends always meant alot to me, I do not wish to lose anyone of them.
But I really dont know how.

Im really afraid, everything will disappear. all the fun times, all the laughters.
& Im like a paralysed person now. I hate it, really hate it.............


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