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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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here to rant again(:
Wednesday, May 11, 2011 大家早安！ I've neglected my blog for very long alr I guess. There's nothing much to update thou. & today's , it's time for me to rant again. same old issues, can't get my mind off everything. It's a huge problem isn't it. insomnia for this week almost everyday, just got 3hrs-4hrs sleep daily. I guess insomnia loves me alot, lol. That's 'funny'. -_- Felt that it's hard to accept thou it'd been for so long. & everyday, there's stuffs for me to think abt. I'm trying so hard. To distract myself. I'm telling myself to move on, it's nt helping too. Every sad songs, SERIOUSLY EVERY SAD SONGS. It'll remind me of you, or the memories last time . no matter is happy or sad . It just like a dagger stab deep into my heart. summarise, you've been in my mind daily. Bus trips seems emolicious to me. Know why? Plug on earpiece, & blast of sad songs. I'm still living in the shadows of your presence. I don't know why. Reliance, or maybe guilt that follows me throughout my life, I've totally no idea... But fuck yeah, I've started getting immune to the pain(: P.S. 我真的好想你， 对不起与谢谢你。 Let's talk abt some happy stuffs(: Had belated mothers day dinner yesterday, with grandma, relatives, family. (: It's been a long time I guess. Since I've sat down with them & chatted. & of course, took pictures with them . Eventually, thoughts came through my mind. I'd nt been taking picture with mummy for so long. That's such a sad case. I've grown up, & thinking back of my young times ; it's quite bad thou. HAHAHA. rebellious kid last time, hanging out with bad influence. But ya, everyone got their own little stories to tell. I treasure my family & friends alot alot. Without them, I really don't know how am I going to survive. LOL. But sometimes. People comes & goes in our lifes. No one will stay there forever & remain the same. Even best friends drift apart somedays. Cherish every moment you've with everyone. As it'll never repeats the same anymore. & You never knows who'll be gone in your life the next moment . Emotional person I'm, I confess. I rather be a emotional person then being a cold blooded ass. I know things would get better when I'm awake. Hopefully, I'll go to my LALA land soon enough...... I love you mum! (: Thou I knows she wont be seeing this. I've given her alot of troubles since my rebellious period. Guess alot of tears too :/ Immature thinking in the past, & want too much freedom. Felt so stupid thou. Quarrels are unpreventable between families . But Im really happy, things are getting well for us & for her too(: I'll be contented, if everythings just stays this way. Hadn't really been a good daughter. But I knows, you still dote on me alot. & never gives up on me last time. 谢谢你。 Life isn't suppose to be an easy path too, just suck it up & move forward. 加油吧！ |
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