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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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Heartache..
Monday, March 14, 2011 Its random I know. But I just felt sad now. Need somewhere rant out all the unhappiness. It's been 2years plus. The pain is still as fresh, till idk how to react towards the memories of us & the path of us in the past. Everyones had been asking me to cheer up. I'm trying my best. But whenever you came to my mind, everything seems difficult. It's a daily routine . Towards you, I'm only left with memories . I know I'll never see you again. I've never been greedy, I just wanted to dream of you more. It's enough for me. I know you would not want to see me in this state, it's tough seriously. That heartache, sometimes get so unbearable. Till, I really can't take it . maybe till now, I'm telling myself to avoid everything . We had only been together for 1month 7days. Yet you give me the feeling of 幸福与快乐. Just trying your best, to make me laugh. I know I've been a bad girlfriend that time; I didn't know how to cherish you... Thinking of you. it does hurt alot, but I can't stop missing you. I really don't bother whether that's is a form of habit, or I just can't face the bloody fact that you're dead. Or maybe if that incident , I'm guilty for life for partly of the reason why you did that. All this I know , but when it really happen infront of you. Who the fuck can take that ?! I'm staying happy , because I don't want friends or family to worry about me. I might be a crybaby , but I'm still not as weak . Sighs , I really hope that you're in somewhere happier.. 我好想你啊(: |
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