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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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Sunday, February 6, 2011 OHAIYO. It's been long since i've touched my blog, random feeling of updating now. But I'm so jam of what to update! Hees. Ohyeahs , it's CHINESE NEW YEAR! But i didnt really went to bainian, cause 1) Im super lazy. 2) Im super tired due to work. 3) There's no place to go! LOL aww , quite a pathetic thing! ): & yups, finally this hectic week had end! Im dying due to tiredness . somehow feel that . I've really grown up throughout this years. & Im contented of what I've now . Im close with my family also. Thinking about the past , -shakes head- How rebellious am I , how stupid am I ? LOL. funny ttm. Somehow regretted alot of things that i've did last time. & ofcourse . Losing you , have really made me realised alot of things (: somehow . I've given up on relationships , or even love . cause i know . Im not ready or even prepared to do anything. Maybe thinking back, Im afraid of falling so hard again. Ya . It's easy said ; ' You never try, You never knows' I always encouraged my friends to go ahead with their heart . But as for myself. Im immuned to the life i'm leading now. Having a companion might be a good thing , but Im not thinking it this way now. sometimes , i might wonder . when would I really find the right guy? But it's just for a few seconds . cause I know my heart is not ready yet. There's a wall in between I guess (: The last person. that i've said I love you. It's you The last time I cried so badly . It's also you. Hees. I know someday, somehow I would move on. It's just matter of time. I just want to tell you at here. You'll not be forgotten. & so now . Im missing you(': Listening to sad songs , always brings me back the unhappy memories. But it's unavoidable. I've really tried my best . Just to stay happy (: I know you wont want to see me in that state also. I always tell myself ; At least . when you left. Im the one that you love in your heart. Happychinesenewyear . my beloved (: PS . what should I get inked tomorrow? |
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