♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

new year? lol.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

In a blink of eyes , it's 2011 . A new year again.

2010 .
have made alot of good friends . being a no life person .
workaholic . drifted apart from alot of people.
tried to move on , but same results.
Alot of things had happen in this year.. & Im still stuck .

I detest january.
I dontwant it to come , but i know it'll . or maybe , im hoping that time will reverse. Hees.

8moredays. the date , that i'll never forget .
I'll seeyou there (:

Im kinda afraid of being alone , yet i prefer t be alone when im sad.
Im becoming a more independent girl alr, i guess you can see from up there right?
Thou im still weak at heart, still a crybaby. least, it's because of you.
You're the weakness of my heart . Yet the most unforgettable one.
contradicting thou. hees.

Flashbacks , it's a scar that never recovers ..
That date , that time, that scene.
Everything , is etched in my memories already. Forever..

I'll tend to blog out all this.
it's because . I dontwish to tell people abt this.
It shows how pathetic am I . Trying t be strong , yet im just so weak? Hees.
& it's been the same old topic for fucking two years.
But . least , i felt better . & Ya.. sudden my mind went blank. Idk what t say also.

It's just repeating again & again ...

xoxo.
Imissyou.
You've never left my mind before .

2011? It's just another year. sure will be up & downs . Just tt im fucking older by one year . Hitting 21?
Ohfuck, adult time.
Cant be bothered anyways.