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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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12dec2011.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011  Yups . It's 12dec .. again this date arrived. In one hour time , is the time when you left me & leave me a scar that i cannot forget . It's been 2years my beloved . Im wondering how're you doing sometimes. Though it sounds abit stupid. Why you never come to my dreams? For this period of time, in my memory. Only twice. I know if you're somewhere near me, you wouldnt want to see me in this state. Im really trying very hard already. It's just that , it's simply . difficult not to think about it. I really regretted .. fucking regretted . Alot of 'ifs' flash through my mind . would that thing , never happen? If you're right infront of me now , I'll slap you. real hard . You're 23 that time, i still dont understand why you did that . It's like FUCKING WHY?! 2years already , I've been thinking what's really the reason. Maybe your friends , family would hate me. cause im the last person you interact with , & you died in front of me. I does hate myself . cause I think i've somehow , caused your death. At this moment , i really does miss you. Dont blame me for crying . It's really heartwrenching seeing the time ticking , & the incident happened exactly 2years back. You know I'm strong right? Im trying to be a strong girl . really trying hard. I know you hate to see me cry . especially last time the me. You always got ways to make me smile. Doing all sorts of stupid stunts & faces . Must be real happy somewhere alrights , even though i dont know where're you. You'll always be somewhere inside my heart . (: I really wished , i could turn back time. really wished ... & i've done my tattoo already . Both dates are worth , to remember . `etched in my memories` imissyou ; ngminfei . I shall seeyou ltr. I've alot of things to talk to you. I hope that , you can hear it (: |
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