♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

lalala~

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Goooood morning , Ohmy . Im still so tired ):
Random mood feeling to update my blog .
& It's gona dedicate to my girl , ADMY.

Aft reading your blog , & the way you text me .
I didnt know you for 2-3 years ago , so i dont know how cheerful you're last time..
when i know you last time . There's alr alot things happening .
& I saw it one by one shot you down..
I know it's aint easy . & all those things have been kept in your heart & mind a long time.
You've nt been able to let it out
As your good sisters , I & calli dont wish t see you like that .
& First time you said that 'DIE' word . It shocked me ._________. & Im fucking worried for you.
But i've confidence in you that you wont do this kind of stupid thing.

It's suffering i knows.
But what's love? who ever knows?
Who never get hurt before. Who never get bastard before?
I know that impact t you is big. & combination of last time issues.
What i can say .
Show those guys , You can be real happy. (:
It's aint easy route, but u've been go through so much alr. This obstacle would be fine to you toos.
& we all as ur friends , will stand by you when you need us .
Jiayous ok? Much loves.

Ha . so many days , never update .
I also dontknow what i did already. Hees.
It's been long since i've went boonlay , went there to settle something & meet some old-time friends.
My heart sank when i heard what ely girlf told me.
It does bring back alot of memories.
& Alot people have changed , & Many things happen over there.

Those once close t me at boonlay. Hopefully they're still fine yups(:
& those kana caught, only can wait them t be out .

.NMF imissyous (:

Finally , i've sorted out my own feelings .
Maybe I'm bad , hurt others . At least , better then dragging on.
I dont feel good either .
But Im really afraid of it . It's just touching the wound that have been made me lose the belief in it (:
Still, everyone will still fall in love.
Im just waiting , seeing to see which guy can make me believe in it again..

Im not gona care abt it anymore.
I've my wonderful friends & im contented with my life.
I just want everyone close t me to be happy(:

Lazy to say abt what i did.
It's almost the same routine everyday.