Sudden urge to blog , random :B

Things changed drastically .
& Im trying to clear my doubts in my mind .

Sometimes i wonder .
I've changed alot toos. Ha, I dont know why.

Alot of things happen recently , t let me think that .
I still cant put my trust in it (:

Why do guys say LOVE easily? & Yet they're making their words a joke out of their actions .

Maybe Im being a bad person toos, for being too harsh .

Everything will changed after a certain decision. Im beginning to hate myself.

For so so so so indecisve . & hurting good guy friends around me.

I detest tt everything would be changed.

From , a good listening partner . to a stranger. What's this?

Not only once.

Is this so realistic that, when u like someone . then u treat her like goddess.

If not, fuck care or everything change from tt moment (:

Im not gona t fuck care either. Getting sick of it .

At least, I've explained & apologise . I hated to be a heartbreaker cause i know it dont feel good to be hurt.

It wont be the same anymore .

Just wait till i find tt someone bahs . Tt ideal one . (: