♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

Hopefully everything remain this way (:

Monday, February 22, 2010

雨过天晴了吗？The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.
Last minute took off . so never went to work ;
But also didnt went to andy's wedding toos ~
Means , staying at home & nua .
Anyways . No mood to go anywhere either (:

& I regretting not going to work ):
At least still got money ..
Still ; i can have a good rest at home . Thou i still not yet sleeping . xD

Went down to accompany my mum to pray & have a walk downstair .
It's been long since i've walked past those place ...

End up alot of flashbacks return .. cause she's praying at the spot where he died .
My tears just dropped down ~
Still , after so long .
I still cant face it ...
& at that point of time .
The wind was so big & cold .
Idk why i felt that . He's somewhere around me(:
Maybe it's just an illusion . But still . I know he's somewhere looking after us .

Thanks boyfriend for accompanying me msg & audi (:
You did really cheer me up alot.
& dont ever think u're useless rights !
Seriously . Nobody can help me ; but only myself .
I guess I still needs some time .

The 3 letter word ; I found out that it's been one year plus since i've said it .
& I'm happy enough to hear that he dont mind that i didnt say to him .
As . It's not easy toos (:
Still , he tried his best to make me feel better.

I just want us to remain this way (:
P.S. Would there be a time - machine ? Reverse all those things that we regret ? hahas.