♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

`Confused? (:

Friday, February 12, 2010

Somehow i wonder.
How can love be so hurting & complicated(:

Many of closed friends are stuck with affairs of heart ..
Inculding myself . (:

Nobody's can be perfect .
Yet everybody want to find their ideal perfect boyfriend/girlfriend .

This few days was like ._.
Haas. shall not elaborate much uhs .
Heartaches . Tears . Speechless .
All came at one shot . Lols , Jitao really cnnt take it .

Idk what i'm thinking anymore.
At that moment . Really wished to give up.
Still ; I'm still softhearted . & really dont bear bahs .

Couples tend to take each other for granted . Tat's sure.
& that's what happen to us .
Mistrust . Cause i dont know how to trust you either .

Sometimes. I really wonder.
Whether we can last?
Quarrels almost everyday . Even towards small issues .
How i wished everything can turn back to the sweetest point of time .
But time never stays & waits (:
& i can never turn back the time.

Sorted everything out .
& Yesterday . I've made alot people worry about me (:
Especially to twinny, papa, yangqi & huahua.
Thks for being there for me . & hearing my sorrows .
It's been so long . since i've felt this kind of heartaches.
Jitao is . Fucked up one !

Misunderstanding & Misunderstandings.
Idk how long can i take it anymore .
I'm trying to give in as much as i can ..
Hopefully this time round .
U'll do what you said bahs(:

Im really tired of quarrelling ~

How i wished giving up a relationship is an easy task (:
But still ,
Talk is cheap (:
Words are easy to be said . But difficult to be done.

Thou many conflicts happened yesterday .
Hopefully; there's no next time already .
If not.
I guess really that's it bahs(:

What i dont like about you~ you should know alr.
I need someone .
who can give me the an quan gan .
& not making me suspect everyday ...

Trust need time to build it up.
But once u destroy it ; it'll be diff to build back agn le (:

Gave him a chance .
& i've to change myself toos alr (:
My attitude also imba one . Lols!
Hopefully it'll last bahs.

I really dont wish to feel so helpless again (:
The feeling really sucks to the max!

To:Girl.
Girl ahs. Know u feeling down nowadays .
But still , be strong alrights(:
& I also dont know what i can say anymore .
I just want to see your smile back again soon ok !
Loves.

& thanks for those that have been there for me (:

P.S it's been 1year&1month since u've gone.
I still miss you (:
& club yang have closed down alr .
In a sudden , Just felt sad when i saw it (:
Idk whys . Maybe It's the place that contain our last happy moments bahs..