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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010 Everybody wished to have a perfect relationship . Or even wonder, would that another half last with you? There's many passerbys in life . Friends , Boyfriends etcetc . I can never be a good girlfriend i guess .. End up is either died? or maybe even hurt? How to have a blissful relationship ? 幸福是那么难争取吗？ Have been going through alot this few days . Mentally&Physically drained . I dont wish to pin any hopes already(: Yeahs . Harshful words came from me . But if u stand in my shoes ; how would u feel? You saw me crying, yet u walked away . You know im sick & im wandering alone outside, i didnt even see you. Yes ; You claimed that you came to find me. Yet ? U given up finding me if u couldnt find? U knw how fucked up is that feeling ? Few hours ; Like a half dead person wandering at there? Lols . Came back to take my stuffs . Ended up saw somethings i shouldnt see. Tears just dropped when i saw that sentence (: Finally. I tell myself . I've given up . I dont expect much from you already. Once,Twice . Disappointment again & again.. I just wish to have a 贴心 boyfriend. Yet is like so difficult .. Till now, do you understands how i feel ? The phobia in my heart ... Still . There's time u've been there. Thanksyou(: 当一个人静悄悄的离开，也代表她已没话可说。 而我也变成了，其中之一了。 I've made alot of people worry about me. Im sorry, especially to twinny. Thks huahua,joel & yangqi being there(: & what he said is right. Things wont turn back to where it started . All th sweet moments . & happy times(: It's take twohands to clap . Guess what . This time. I choose to remain speechless already. At least ; i've taken the intiative to talk. Even say so much ; It couldnt help much either . 伤害是难免的。但是我已怕了。 结果还是一样的， 我也会慢慢习惯没有你的生活。 在一起所有的 欢笑；哭泣；傻傻的我们； 一切于一切的回忆 也只能停留在脑里。。 I guess; It's time for me to go back to my old self(: Heart only contained a person who'll never be back to my life. & only think of him . I know i shouldnt be like this ; But what to do? At least it wont hurt so much like now . Thou when you think that ; he's dead . & u saw him died (: I just tell myself . At least the love he gave me before he went away; is enough. 傻傻的等待； 只能带来痛苦。。。 但是也是一种幸福；因为爱所以等待。(: I think i feel better. Jiayous to me bahs (: I've tried to move on . But it's the same ending again. But still . There's sweet moments that worth reminiscing. 谢谢。与抱歉。 You never regret; Guess i'll never regret toos(: `P.S ; Gastric . Fever . Headache . is making me tralalala ~ Hopefully i'll be better soon(: 伤心是在所难免的。。 |
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