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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 Sometimes really don't understand what my ownself is thinking . Nt i dont wish to say , Is i really dont even know what i'm thinking . Comparison ; Making myself feel fuck-up (: It's a never-ending cycle ; Till the day i really can let go . Or face the fact ; there's no second you~ Im not worth to have a boyfriend(': 谢谢你给的一切与一切. 或许； 我不应该出现.. Sensitive; Moody; Shag; Sad Me? Lols ~ Even myself have enough of it alr . Im nt going to have a boyf. Cause it's just dragging someone on w me (: `Dilema. But i've to say; You've been bringing me alot of happiness since i've know you. Thou i know . I did hurt you alot of times(: & it's always the same issue .. Im tired of it alr . If i cant get over him ; i wont be able to like another person wholeheartedly. & Anyone knows how i feel ? The super-fucked up feeling . Unfair & Unfair . All say is okies . I know you dont mind too . Anybody know how guilty i feel ? I just wish to slap myself (: Lols; i've been hurting alot of ppl since then ... I shouldnt have make the wrong step at first . I've tried . But no avail . hahaha~ Just Im Sorry. For all e sudden Break-up(': U can find a better one .. Yeahs; Went shopping w my limin meimei on monday. Her bdae toos. & he came down to meet me . Went cotton on to buy clothes for girl & me. Slippers also ; cause his slipper also spoiled . After shopping ; then went kovan lan to ton. & get to know so many things ._. Super pekchek . Hopefully . Everything goes well for them(: Yesterday; Went to Jae house in the afternoon after our lan-sessoion(: Bath-ed; Slacked ; & small conflicts happen w him . But end up nth alr. Went to hougang point to eat . Went to eat kfc ; it's like so long i didnt get to eat . After eat . went to buy ciggs . & preparing to go to work . But suddenly rained. I & him was drenched . & some issues occur; My mood swing bahs(: I also dont wish elaborate much . Cabb-ed to work cause alr late le. Work as usual (: Crowd was alright . But it started to rain v.heavily in a sudden._. & i just stupidly rush out & close the bar etc. w/o knowing gt umbrella . I got myself damn drenched After & it's fking cold when i get inside . Lol . Nt in a good mood also . Didnt talk much , Just stone outside seeing the sky ~ After work; Cabbed back w roy to his house; cause need to help him w his data entry . Alot to do uhs ): & i cant finish also. Only managed to do 181 Entries. Was super tired plus headache ._. All e way tong till 10plus am . Thn i get to sleep . & Im awake now! Idk why toos (: Dont feel like going out ; But i've too . Promise made to bro to meet him . 时间会冲淡一切吧.. |
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