NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥
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Happy new year everyone(:
Friday, January 1, 2010
I guess it's the saddiest new year ever(: But still ; i'll look everything postively ..
For those friends who knows what happens . Thanks for being there for me when i breakdown at tantrick yesterday. Especially my Dfamily; & Girl . Bff also (:
I wish to be happy . But nothing seems getting better.
Everything just crash down to me. Just in a few hours . Idk how am i going to take it .. & when i needed someone most; u're not there .
Is not i dontwant to forgive you ; U dont need to tell me sorry also . It's wont helps . U dontknow how i wish . u would be the one calling or msging me . But end up; it's not you(: & Yet yesterday; I found out things i shouldnt know agn. U know when i faced you ; I just force myself , not to cry infront of you . U know how much it hurts? It's not that i being unreasonable . I really cant take it ?
All u tell me was excuses ? Have you ever stand in my shoes to think? U told me u'll be there ; End up u're msging with other girls happily? Or maybe your games? I'm really just fucking feel v.disappointed.
2009 have been lots of ups & down for me .. Too much things have happened . & 2010 is not a good start toos . But i guess i'll be fine (: New year resolution: Focusing on work & looking after my sister now. Nothing else matters alr .
I'll not put myself into a relationship anymore . since i've tried . End up; it's just getting myself more sorrowness(: Still; Thanks for that 1week. & making me happy sometimes when i didnt have the mood. Find a better one bahs(: Takecares .
Baby; U'll see everything from above . I dont need to say much also. Just help to bless my sister. & nothing will happen to her(: i'll see you in mandai on your oneyear anni. Misses .
& Happy new year to Friends & Readers(: May all your wishes come true . Takecares ! :D