NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥
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apologies(:
Saturday, January 30, 2010
I guess what i can say is just a SORRY(:
What's done cant be undone .. & i guess . i don't worth anybody's love . In the end , it's just hurt for both sides .
Nothing could be perfect . & Nothing could be everlasting . I wished there would be a time-machine .
I know what's gone couldn't be back anymore . Even . How much i wished . Or how much i wanted to see him . Guess it's all too late . Regrets just stay forever .
I've choose not to drag you down (: I cant be a girl that loves you wholeheartedly . & I guess I'm just hurting you . again & again . Different mindset . Different thinking . But i know . Those days are once a happy memories . Even though it's not what i expected . Or maybe I'm partially tired already.
Somehow i felt that I'm so selfish in a way. Giving him a chance . & yet dashing his hope in such a short moment . & never understands what he needs. Indeed . I'm a bad girlfriend(: Today should be a happy outing . I guess i would never make it .
Audition . I'm thinking just might as well quit it . SiaoPehKias & XR's is 2 wonderful groups of friends I've knew (: & get to know many good friends . But it's time for me to consider to quit this game . It once brings me many happy moments & sad moments . Unbearable to quit too(:
Just wish other friends couple can be happy alright(: Don't because of small issues quarrel . Cherish the other half . when he's / she's around you . Don't said that u don't care . It's just cheating your own feelings . It's fate that two person can become a couple . So cherish it (: & don't be like me . I never learn my lesson.
A big impact in my life . & never be erased . When can i pull myself up again ; i wonder (: