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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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-when can i be stronger?(:
Monday, December 14, 2009 Been listening to this song after ytd(: Girl intro-ed me this song. damn nice & meaningful uhs. 一个人生活 叶子在窗外轻轻摇动 人行道没有行人走过 镜子里的我很不像我 自从你离开了我变得很软弱 你的影子在每一个角落 好像是在提醒着我 少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 我想我可以假装不曾爱过 冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺 爱情怎么会是这个结果 叶子在窗外轻轻摇动 人行道没有行人走过 镜子里的我很不像我 自从你离开了我变得很软弱 你的影子在每一个角落 好像是在提醒着我 少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 我想我可以假装不曾爱过 感觉如果要走谁能说 NO 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺 爱情是个梦而我睡过头 我想我可以习惯一个人生活 在记忆里面擦去你的承诺 爱情是个梦而我睡过头 & i listen till i cried. (: I wonder. when can i become stronger in mentally (: Some things are meant to be. Yet some things arent meant to be. Mood is like.. Idk how to describe ? (: I'm afraid. Yet i've to be more strong. I want time to turn back. Yet it'll never be possible (: I want to be happy. Yet i've to put on a fake smile sometimes. I'm tired .. Hoping to dream of you somedays(: Beloved. 11months le wor since u've left us & the realistic world. & 1 more month to your 1year death anni . Times really does flies . There's lots of people coming in & out of our lives. Who're those who will stay till end of journey? (: I wonder toos.. Yeahs. I wished i could see you right now. & hugged you. I dont wish that day to be the last hug. & that last hug is also the last goodbye(: Which is . fucking hard to accept it . No reasons. No words for me. Your promises. Yet u're just gone like this... I should be hating you for leaving me alone . Yet u claim to love me alot when u're alive. But i know i cant do it. Cause i still thinking maybe i'm the one who cause your death indirectly.. Christmas is coming. I still rmb . where you bring me last year(: Cinealeisure. Only the two of us. & u told your friends that u wont join them for drinking just to accompany me. Cause u know i dont like you to drink. I miss the times. Everynight . when u fetch me home . The 真心话 we used to say to each other, at my house downstairs. No quarrels. those Happy moments. End up. it's still a illusion. Happy moments dont last (: All those sweet things, memories . I will never forget . It'll always be at the stored at a lil part of my mind & heart. 我真的好想你.. 好想你回到我的身边.. i wonder. If u'll still here. How long would we last? & Those promises u said to me; would it all come true? hahahas. Guess it's been so long . i've been talking abt all this agn. Sorry readers(: Fuck care abt this post . Just a place to let me vent out my sorrowness in awhile,. All those words Girl&me chatted abt. Makes me remind of you ~ you & you ~ Idk how my life would become. 喜欢；而不敢接受。 害怕；历史重演 Sometimes. felt so fuck-ed up. Yet there's nothing i can tell myself to do. & only bring myself to drop into it. When i know i cant commit .. Cause HE does leave a big impact in my life & my heart. & i dont trust guys(: It's all talks & talks & talks . Lols. if actions dont mean it , Just STFU :D i dont need those words & sweet-talks. I'm nt a 3yrs old kid. Use mouth who don't know? O.O Lols. True. My tears have been wasted on some guys who arent worth it(: Which i think is fking wastage of water. Indeed ; im a crybaby. haha(: Alrights . i should stop this emo-fking long post(: Get myself cool-ed down. & prepare to go out alr(: Byes! ENJT's ; i wish i can trust you~ Still, it's difficult. cause u also once betrayed my trust(: But indeed u've cheer me up alot. tyvm. |
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