♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

-Omgzxc(:

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Yohoos! im back to post.
Haas. Just awake from my sleep. V.good & today i've off(:
But im going down tantrick. cause nth to do uhs.
somemore i'll feel occupied outside & with their accompany.
Gona start to learnt to be bar-girl ;hoho! :x

Yesterday.
Woke-up, Bathed & prepared. Cabbed down to work, sibei ex bdh ):
Work as usual (:
But! We did gamble during work :x Haas, thai poker agn, Funfun! :D
gt 4 kakis , me girl edmund & Dj (*idk his name*)
gambled til end of work . after work, we stayed to play awhile & patrick uncle came & joined in(:
Overall , won quite abit(:
Then, patrick uncle fetch me , andrea & roy to bencoolen street.
we went to mum-mum. then went to chambers find vincent & we went there & played.
Audi-ed; L4D; Dota-ing; Fb-ing.
Super dupey sot ! dota lose dao cuicui ):
But still , v.fun indeed! L4D e best !

& i guess i've pangseh bff & troy :x Sorry! ):
didnt know we'll play till so late ..

After lan; we accompanied girl to cold storage buy lime & lemon(:
& otw there. some stupid things happen !
Roy used chopsticks & spoon to style my hair! v.good! But also quite nice lahs! HAHAHAH!
can u imagine ! super paiseh bdh!

After buying . all of us cabb-ed home(:
Then , mama fetched me to macpherson do my POSB card .
so as to renew her bankbook toos.
Afterall , went home & KO-ed! :D
& i think im falling sick soon.___. v.good(:

I guess i would be fine after some times.
& i shall stop getting myself to have mutual likings for guys alr(:
Friends with all would be just fine.
cause It's either i hurt e person or both getting hurt.
& i dont wish that to happen agn(:
but i wont deny that i miss Him still...
& i cant be harsh to him even i wants to.
we seems more & more stranger. & nt that best friends anymore(:
i trust that u can get it over soon toos Jiayous.

sometimes i does wonder ,
why there's so many heartaches.
Break-ups , Relationships , Love?
Haa~ (:
i wish i can just treat as everything have never happen before..
It's too . heart-aching(:
I guess im not in a good mood agn.

& beloved. it's been 10months . v.fast uhs?
Still misses those times at club yang(: & it's like so near to tantrick?
It's seems so depressing sometimes when i think about it.
The place u always go , when we both quarrelled .
The place u bring me to have fun (:
The place where we drink & sing . Those songs i remembered..
The place where i've always hated you to go when im nt with you.
& it's also the last place you go . before u passed away(:
Takecare at up above alrights. & Let me dream of you once .

Alrights (:
what i get is those cold words; haas~
Im gona be fine. & i wouldnt be bothered anymore.
Tell myself , i cant be soft-hearted. & dnt let his words affect me anymore.
I gona delete away everything . Since it's such a no point anymore.
I dntwant msg him . I dntwant see his past msg.
I dntwant make myself crying . I dntwant to hurt him.
I dntwant him to suffer with my past(:
& i cant be so selfish. Rights?
It's enough alr. woots ! sufferings.
Like & yet cant be tgt . Joke of me siah ._______. ! haas.
But guess only some understands my feeling(:
It's always like this . from the day you left me.

Fine! enough of emo post .
Im going out now, Byes peeps.
Poofs!