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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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Friday, November 13, 2009 haas. im finally awake(: & now it's abcdefg de cold can.___. cause raining heavily. Yesterday after i wake up, slack awhile at home . then went to prepared & bathed . shun bian tabao food for them . (*Bakuteh & si chuan cai*) Nice bdh . my mama cook want ;hoho(: Then cabb-ed down to tantrick , cause bring alot of things._. went to find girl , edmund, robin & roy(: Learnt quite alot of bar things , & the name of liquor. & i memorise dao i wn kisot alr. Haas, & my shifu is roy uhs(: Then , roy bring me go walkwalk & see ard . Went to Ebar first , & he intro me all the people . then to P.L.A.Y. It's clubbing style uhs cause i first time go. Quite big indeed. & anan bought for us E33 to drink , i jitao drink dao abit sehseh-.- cause a lil bit too much uhs. LOL! & is Jitao TA want! ._. stayed there & have some fun . saw them dance , i also gt dance abit uhs . & ard 230am , we went back to tantrick(: & i rmb to eat my bakuteh! Lols . all of us shared. The food is like super cold alr. Then they went to do closing . After closing , we start to ply thai poker agn ! (: But this time , i lost ): but okie lahs , nt so much also. cause bet 2bucks nia . we played till 5plus. Then me , robin , andrea girl & roy went to maxwell . Accompanied girl mum-mum , then also slack awhile. Roy & robin went home first (: Then both of us slacked until ard 630am. Then we shared cab home(: so home sweet home ! :D somethings i know it wont be back to the past anymore(: & even i've said that im used to it . seriously im not.. Im just getting myself out of everything , which im avoiding . all i can say is . no point hurting yourself(: I know your pattern uhs , dont need to say u learnt from me. Act happy when u're not? Fun isit ? Haas. If really , u continue be like this. I guess one day , i really would just fcuk care you. which idk when . Im really tired mentally alr(: When im with friends. i'll be totally fine. But sometimes, it's just .. fuck it! :D +LingTing.jpg) & Happy 2x Birthday to my beloved Twinny: Gina aka weiting!It's only a few hours to your birthday! But still , im going to post for you first , cause i've work later. Sorry uhs , cant really accompany you for your birthday cause im working. But still , u know i love you lahs! Haas, Become lao aunty liaos :x dont kill me uhs! Lols! Must takecare of yourselfs uhs zhidaos ma! & thanks for being there for me in e past(: we've been thru alot i know x.x LOL! thou now we seldom meet alr. but still u knw imy, i also knw u miss me lahs! ;shy! May your wishes come true uhs! Y -Edited. Even how things clear to be. it wont be the same. Maybe im nt getting used to your cold words bahs . Maybe feelings getting deeper. idk? Haas. I just know i cant stop crying when we quarrel in msn .. somethings are easy to be said. but nt easy to be done bahs(: I just dont know how im going to face you . Im really tired this time round .. Even everything went back to the first time we re-contact. It's wont be as close as last time le. U said my blog words are harsh? Lols . those zhen xin hua u gt saw? U only saw those that i said you? Thanks lei . i'll take time to recover bahs (: Yahs. i guess im still not strong enough . Suddenly i hate myself worhs? Lols . Why shld i give people hope in e first place? Why shld i make myself fall in this shit? Why shld i like people ? All seems so fuck up everytime . i wish to cherish , but i cant bahs (: It's just my own barrier & obstacle that i cant go through it. so if i cant move on. im not worth anyone. & i dont have the zi ge to like people(: cause it'll only hurt that person. Rights! haas. it's all me bahs. -When can i immuned myself to all this? I wonder?- |
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