♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

shag die me ):

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

im so tired tired~
Lols. & today dint went for work , v.good :x
cause overslept till 9plus pm ._____________. when i should reach workplace at 8pm.
thus no point of going ; cause concert start alr .

& i now at home rotting :x
also can rest like finally .

been working everyday for past weeks .
& after work; went out for lan-session or breakfast . till afternoon then went home .
as usual yesterday .
evening ; meet girl at far-east to accompany her cut hair .
& she sent me to work; & she went in awhile to chat with weiwei(:

During work. sudden headache-ness.
& fucking giddy due to loud music & band impact ; thus vomited while working ._.
& weiwei's drunk , cause he drink alot ._.
after work, as transport went off alr .
i need to drag him to speedy ; despite his nonsensical talking :x
went there , meet andrea girl .
but end up , i & weiwei toh at there . too tired alr ):

woke-ed up ard 6plus to 7am . then audi-ed & fb-ing .
till 8plus went for LJS breakfast (:
with andy ; girl ; emperor & weiwei.
andy went back first ; & girl went back ard 12plus after our audi bet session after breakfast.
send her take cab , then we went to Ps.

Went to Jcube find chutima ; & slacked awhile .
& they fall asleep inside there , v good .
thus 2plus we went back(:

super tiring ):
train-ed & bus-ed home. & that bendan sent me home . cause he's fking stubborn .
but also cause he know that im sick , thus he's worried .

went home & coma (:

sometimes ,
i felt the sweetness & love .
But seriously , im cant commit & i still dont have the trust to go into r/s .
Ya , im glad that u've changed slightly .
but . sometimes . it makes me super tired of quarrelling with you alr.
misunderstandings , jealousy , etcetc .
i know your feelings ; i've saw your blog (:
what i can say is . it's not about the 1wk thing.
im glad that u're happy. im happy toos .
but sometimes , things arent as easy as it could be .
i dont wish to give you hope ; & dragging you along .
but u insisted .
Ya ; im touched of what you did sometimes .
but im still not ready.

i wonder..
what's love .
the defination of love you forever & wait you .
haas .

for all those words ; to me it's sound so fking rubbish(:
im immuned to those loving words .
Trust ? i wish to get it back toos . it's takes time bahs?