NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥
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-Truth Or Fake?
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Sometimes wondering. why is this world so complicated. cant everything be simple & nice . there's aint perfect one in this world, but why there's so much things happening around . Everybody does talk lies . even me too (: it's difficult to differentiate the truth or fake ? white lies or just purely LIES . purposely or for your own good sake ?
i wish to trust everyone . even it's just a new - known friend . but why end up , i'm the one who is being naive (: i've got a logic last time . if u want that person to trust u , u've to trust that person first. guess those who're close to me ; alr know what type of person am i (: Till now , even so much things happen frm past till now . i still believe in this . i've of experience in this alr . i dont believe in sister's. gan's or whatever shits. if u've a true friend . one is enough alr (: but it's diff to find one toos ?
Lols. i dont wish to be affected. but somehow. friends issues making me tra-la-la~ (: i seriously hate this feeling . seriously alot . Trust is just taken for granted. & i just dont want anybody to quarrel. somemore all is own friends. i would just pretend . nothing happen . :D idk which is the truth or false ? i dont wish to accuse anybody . so i'll just let it pass ~ :D Peace !
if everybody's cn smile happily everyday . it would be the best (: but somehow. it's diff for me alr . hooray! ngminfei . u know i does miss u alot? :D flashbacks ~ & memories ~ flows back thru my head ... songs that once u sing before .
im so confused . seriously, i wish to stop everything . i dont wish to be involved in relationships/ bgr's anymore . but i cant bear to hurt people . thus , idk how to reject it. but i only knows. my heart can contain one person . even it's mutual liking , it wont last long .