NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥
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-hais.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
it's been long since i've updated . & lunar 7th month have come (: hoi NGMINFEI ! i miss you damn fucking much la ! can you let me dream of you not ? i really want to see you . so much things to talk to you . but i just cant seems to tell anyone . i wish . that u'll here . but i know you wont anymore .
7months 10days le ... only pictures fill in my mind ~ memories wandering around . but not you . haha. but i believe u're somewhere around me. (:
i know i might be stupid . u might not want see me in this way. but . bobian lei . who ask me love u so much ? (: hahahahah. & 120109 . the day i wont forget . if u're not together with me ? if we didnt know each other ? if i didnt even went to boonlay ? alot of if's run through my mind ~
you la ! everyday make me so emo ! hahaha. make me miss you so much for what ! im so so so ........................................... i only can see your picture lei ! at least come to my dream, let me see you & feel you for one time can. im not greedy de . one time is enough . today went to vivo. memories just flow back . but i know , memories only stay . u wont be back.
i know u'll want to see me laugh from up there :D i will . but . there's time. i cant control bahs . hahaha. alot people ask me why i cant move on. isn't the time to move on? is i dont wish to bahs. (: & i know i cant .
at least . i've tried to be happy for you (: where are you !
i really miss you . i want to listen your voice . i want u call me 'deardear' . i want you to bring me go rounding . everything wont happen anymore le .