♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

-what am i thinking?

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

what am i thinking exactly?

i know u're concerned about me.
i know that u love me alot.
i know that u're worried about me.
but im not a small kid anymore.
the things that u've done. just disgust me!
there isnt any feeling for me to you already.
i know that u're hurt?
but do have you ever think of my feeling?

u're just forcing me,
& giving me unknown stress that u ownself don't know.

i need my own freedom.
& if u dont know about my stuff, or what am i doing.
dont accused me of doing anything ! I DONT LIKE IT.

make this clear, u arent my boyfriend anymore!
LEAVE ME ALONE(:

- TO JASON; NO POINT WAITING (:-

baby, i still miss you alot alot ya.
have nt been visiting you since ages already.
happy belated 1/2 yr monthsary! :D
times does pass fast~
it's been 5months since u're not here.

sometimes. wish u'll there to talk with me & advice me.
love, guilty, hurt, lonely, memories,
that's all i can think of.

i've trying to move on, but failed.
& i dont dare to step in a relationship till the day im ready .
as i dont wish to hurt anyone anymore.

i just want you be here with me.

but i know it's impossible anymore. i cant get you out of my mind.

i love you.