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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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-sweetness still remains-
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 PICTURESPICTURES! :D          at fish&co last wk(:      im here to update my bloggie(: uhms, this few days quite happening uhs! cause got happen happy&sad stuffs. but at last, everything have been settled. also must thanks kp dailou & my goodgood advicer,huiqin uhs! :D xiexie. de advice is really useful. im the one who choose to be stuck in the stuck. is nt whether i can or cannot, but just i want or dont want. but i choose to tie down myself in the past, & the reality that u're not longer with me. & i've hurt someone, whom really treats me damn super dupy well & love me alot. am i an idiot? or an ahhai?! sometimes, even i dont understand what i'm thinking uhs. my thinking is still way too immatured le bahs~ hais. maybe i shouldn't let go of such a good guy, but cherish him well :D but maybe i still need to try to commit into this r/s. HAHAHAS! so i shall say out what his 'good deeds' then. =x  HAO LA HAO LA! is stuffs that he did for me(: *went geylang to tabao charsiew rice for me when i've sudden craving for it during midnight. *help me do area cleaning for my workplace every morning before i finish work. *if im hungry, he would rush down just to buy food for me. *whatever i want, he would try his best to get for me. even i doesnt want him to do so. *very sayang my real sister(: always bought food for her. *staying every night just to accompany me work, no amatter he's tired or awake. *chu chu wei wo zhao xiang(: *never ask anything or never complain about anything. *put in alot of effort & sincerity into this r/s :D *even he's sad, he just act happy infront of me. just dont want me to feel stress. there's alot alot more, but his actions speaks louder than words(: which makes me feel secure. but i just feel im not worth it for his love. as dailou said, he's a much much better guy, & he've done more than a normal boyfriend have done. & my mum likes him alot, that's a good thing uhs. they communicate well toos. the way i should repay him, not by breaking up with him. but try to commit more into this relationship, & cherish him. & wei ta zhao xiang. tat's what huiqin told me(: i've learnt a phrase today: 'IF THERE'S NO IF'S, THERE WOULD BE NO REGRETS; true uhs, but things are unpredictable sometimes. SO I SHALL TRY TO LOVE HIM & CONCERN HIM MORE RIGHTS! :DD bi; xiexie ni :D for being so persistent in this r/s, & never mind anything about me. even went down to mandai with me to pray for him. ALRIGHTS! so shall stop here luhs :D BI! xiexie. i wont use tat as an excuse anymore alreadys. wo hui chang shi qu jie shou ni gei wo de ai. -- so lalala~~~ currently working :D im still very energetic despite it's 530am now!~ & bi is sleeping beside me(: today mood was damn down till i met my girls(: morning, went to fetch meimei to sch cause i cant slp. went to buy ciggie toos. bought breakfast; cheecheongfan. *yumyums* & went smoking with kakak & her friend at staircase. after tat went hm, ate my breakfast. then watch tv awhile, then went back to rm to lie down awhile. & i cried to sleep bahs~ around 1plus woke up, bath&prepared. gg down to xg find dailou. went down continuous two times, cause i notice i've forgot to bring something out just when the bus arrived. then went down again, just light my ciggie. the bus came again! arghs~ thus, dno what im thinking. just cabbed down to workplace. talked bout my xinshi with dailou.& audi awile while waiting for emily. & i cried while playing audi. wtfs. hais. bi came to find me cause thought of talking clear to him & return his stuff, but when i saw he cut his hair. i just dont know why, i just felt speechless out of a sudden. he accompany me to mrt station. & i didnt really talk to him. but he just keep cheering me up, asking me nt to be sad. mrt-ed to tamp. went tm1 meet with huiqin&lianni first, emily came afterwards. went to manpuku eat(: it's a jap resturant, mixture of everything uhs. de food & ice-cream damn tempting uhs! & it's nice toos! :D shall upload de picture when free. have alot chats during the meal. it's been long since i've catch up with them. after that, went to queue for uni-qlo; the first jap outlet in sg. & it's opening sales now. bought 2tees for myself, 1tees for bi(: & 1 jacket for huiqin. her belated belated belated~~ bdae present frm me for last yr ;x HAHAHAS! thou need she pay 10bucks, hope u really like it uhs. :D after shopping with the girls, accompany them to buy bubbletea, & off i went to work. cause change shift with abang, he's nt feeling well today. & went till workplace, being told that bi printed alot of photos(: all of our photos, & my personal ones, or with friends de. he say wana make thing for me. curious uhs!~ x.x & he put one super big photo of both of us at de counter! damn funny uhs, laughing non-stop. =x im really felt happy with him uhs, & he bought bubbletea for me(: & scold me for spending so much money; can fight with him uhs. HELLOS! i seldom buy clothes de hor! ;x help him to do his friendster(: & upload the photos toos. & now he's sleeping beside me~~ lols! guess he's damn tired le bahs. cause i make him suffer for 1wholeday cause of my nonsense. xD bi; im sorry uhs!! - for yesterday; after work went bi house orhorh(: then around 3plus woke up, bath&prepared. went down to tamp mall 1 with charbo&bi. went gaigai around(: bought some stuffs, & went century square mum-mum. & he bought ice-cream cake for meimei toos. then charbo went to her ahma house, while i & bi cabbed down to bedok to do some stuffs, cause last min cockup. then cabbed back to my house, scared de cake will melt. reach my house already, he need to go out to do his things. while i stayed at hm & waited for him. :D he come back already, sang bdae song for meimei; & cut cake ceremony. then he went down to buy stuffs, & came back with charbo. ate dinner :D & my mood swing starts. bathed&use comp. didnt even said byebye to him. & just didnt care him for the whole night. but gt call him awhile during midnights. but he just still msged me & concern about me, i just feel so bad about it. DUIBUQI! wo zhidao cuo uhs. ): but he didnt even reprimand me, but yet say sorry to me. for making me cry. bi ahs! u're so good that makes me feel so sweet ever.alrights; tat's end of updates! :D |
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