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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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-hais.
Sunday, April 5, 2009 baby; im here to update my blog(: currently working now, & bi is sleeping beside me. ask him go home, but he insisted not to. cause im not feeling well today. ): sometimes, seeing him tired cause of accompanying me everyday makes me feel guilty uhs. cause he've work in the morning & night uhs, thus having insufficient sleep. ._. today morning finish work, chatted with dailou(: hais, known some bad news from him. but no matter what, ahgirl would support any decision u make alrights! though it's hard to let go in this circumstances, but u've to. cause i know that it's real tiring to hang on already. the hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye. i know ni shi bu she de dehs! but u've choosen this. i can never really know how u feel, but no matter what. ahgirl is 24/7 on(: if u need a listening ear. i'll be there if you needs me. dont try to act strong zhidaos mahs. if can, just cry it out. but not hiding your emotions inside. i knows it's feel numb but we dont wish to see you in this state toos. just give yourself a break. to put down the burden that u've been holding it for so long. jiayous alrights! :D went home & slept. around 6plus wake up, & bi came to fetch me from work. & kakak didnt cook. cause bi want treat them eat(: went downstair to have dinner with him & my sis. kakak didnt follow cause she's moodless. thanks bi for the treat! :D & my sis seems to like him. =x kak came down to pass me charbo clothes. & i went atm find bi; while they went home(: bus-ed down to work place(: & he sent me to workplace before he went to do his stuffs. & started working. ^^ bi bought mac for me just now, thanks bi. charbo & bunny came down to ton at xg today, cause can pei me.(: bi is sleeping so soundly. ahhas.  baby; in a sudden, i miss you so much. some words wanted to tell you: i'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast, because every time i fall in love it never seems to last. there are times when i cant decide whether to see you or not, i want to see you because I miss you but there are times when i dont want to see you because everytime i do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more. i'm sorry for crying over you, because i said i wouldn't. but i didn't promise you that, because I knew it would be a promise i would never be able to keep it. i know a million words would never bring you back; neither a million tears. i know in reality we can't be together, so i just close my eyes and you're right here with me while in my dreams you're mine forever. thanks for coming in to my life once before. & u'll always remained in my heart. in a glance of time, today is 5th of april once again. & baby; happy 4monthsary to us alrights(: thou u're not here physically here anymore. u will always always be remembered by me. but in my heart, there's are more&more monthsary anni to go on~ 虽然你已不再在我身边了，但我永远会记得我们的点点与滴滴。 而我相信你会在我身旁守护着我（： 我爱你。  bi, even now u're beside me. that's alot words that i want to tell you(: maybe i cant express much in talking, thus i just type it out. everyday, u just sacrificed your sleeping time just to accompany me in my work place. & always cheering me up when im down. or when i cried due to missing him. giving me the time & space that i wanted. u've never grumble or complain about it, even u knew that i'll take a long time to love another person again. sometimes, i just feel so guilty about it. am i really worth so much of your love? u say u would be awaiting the day when i would say 'i love you' to you. & say u would try your very best & give everything that i need in this relationship. though i know u're jealous sometimes, but u never said anything. u've never force me to do things that i wouldnt want to. & giving in so much so much. that i really felt so xinfu(: u've never failed to be there. when i need someone. i hope this would stay for prolong. :D
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