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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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Sunday, March 1, 2009 anyways. sorry for the temporary closure of blog. cause was redoing my blogskins etcs. & now it's done(: spending hours doing this. at last it's up to my expectations. baby.... i've changed my blogskins already. & also created a column just for you; & also in memories of you.  how times flies~ as today is your 49days since u've gone already. but your ashes still haven settle yet. & we still don't know where it'll be placed at. wait till everything settle down already; i'll go visit you immediately. will buy your fav ciggie(: & also buy your fav foods & burn things for you. as tomorrow; i'll just do a simple ritual. cook ur fav mee goreng; in the past, when i'll always cook for you when u come my house. & pray, chitchat with you downstairs. as for the burning of incense paper & stuffs. i'll do it when everythings settles down. & when i go visit you at where your ashes is placed when i came home today; downstair is renovating. & they are growing new grass. & there's mud all over the place that u've landed on. thus; means that your bloodstains is gone. even there's no renovating; the big downpour this few days should also washed away already. sometimes; i still wonder where you're? but i know you'll be looking after us from above(: no matter where you're. & u'll always be remembered by me & ur friends. for friends who cant reached me this few days; im sorry yahs~ cause my phone low prepaid. so cant reply your text/call. shall update about yesterday. morning wake up around 10plus am. & went to accompany charbo go see doc. it's around jalan sultan; which is near lavender. but we alighted at bugis. & we've to make our way there. asking around for directions. & it's damn hot lor. o mai tian dehs~ hais. & we took a 20mins walk to that place._. & both of us will so irritated by the person who answered the phone. giving us idiotic attitudes. arghs. neverminds. as last they never see as it's too ex. & charbo managed to persuade her grandma to come during holidays. after that; went to walk around~ & she bought clothes. & went to eat at nearby kopitiams. after that. make our way to yishun instead of plaza sing. meet kangwei, sinkiat & jeremy. thought of going krisland to play lan~ but full house. :( & yurong was working there. it's been damn long since i've saw him. slacked & smoked outside while waiting for comp; waited for about two hours. & yurong went home first; while lionel was working toos. so went to chamber to have a look. but also no place. even have luhs; the comp dnt have L4D. thus the guys donwant to play. & we go back to krisland again~ & lucky got 3comps. so the guys took first(: while i&charbo went back to chamber. to play audi. limin meimei came to find us after that. & she played with us toos. played around 6plus pm. & we left the place. jeremy went off first. while all of us went to mac & slacked. & deciding whether to go to boonlay not. cause of some reasons luhs. ohmine! & sorry for the attitude given~ & my pekchekness. as it's really pissed me off. at last decide not to go. cause dont want pangseh charbo alones. limin meimei went home; sinkiat,kangwei,me&charbo walked back to inter(: sinkiat went home; while both of us took 854 back to her ahma house. & kangwei pei-ed us wait. & he trained down to boonlay to find his friends(: p.s kangwei. 'sorry for giving you attitude yahs(: & thanks for concerning me.' baby; it's going be 3rd month soon alreadys. i know you wont be here with me anymore. i does still miss the days with you. how i wished. seven weeks ago, things wouldnt happen in that ways. & if i never turned back, u wont leave me forever.  the mickey&minnie mouse u gave me on 1st month. but in the reality, im only the one left. u wont be there anymore luhs. & i only have your belongings for memories. 我真的好想你哦。 recent photos taken(: valentines day's daniel&ahgirl.  cam-whoring(:  ahgirl tarbo make dehs(: nice rights?  tarbo&me(:  charbo&me(:  took yesterday(: both of us in the bus.  penny&me(: during clubbing in stjames toilet. 
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