♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

-dearest-

Thursday, March 19, 2009

baby;
im here to update my blog again.
& u know what, i just cried finish. somemore im working right now.
hais. & now mood abit down uhs.
but kp, charbo & tat dno who are trying to cheer me ups~ thanks uhs.

today work was quite pekchek uhs.
cause not feeling well, & my mood are being destroyed by some fucking customers.
i mean for fuck why cant they wait nahs.
& huiwen came to chat with me at msn & told me that she dreamt of you the day before.
& so, we started chatting thens..
....talked about some stuffs, & i just started crying unconsiously.
maybe we're talking about you & your past bahs.. & also other stuffs uhs~
& i sudden went to watch the video that i've made.
tears just roll down uncontrollably~ & maybe the pain still hurts alot bahs.

y didnt u come into my dream uhs?
i've alot words to tell you, you knows mahs?
sunday we'll be going down to visit you, before my work~
& huiwen also going with one of her friends; i guess u know her toos.

yesterday; work was fun uhs :D
cause everything went fine at the end of the day.
bout the pri sch kids never pay money thingy;
i'm so blur uhs. cause they pay money already, but i never key in uhs.
lucky kp is there(: ahhas. & i get agitated for nothing. & yue wang hao ren. psps uhs!
& also earn some money toos. & i return kp the 5bucks.
at least feel better abit uhs~ nt so guilty luhs..
& went to talk with kp&co. after that pei charbo wait bus & i went home toos.

& kp was consoling me & giving me advice of what to do~
he also taught me alot of ren shen da dao li, i did cried when i talk to him..
but i think; what he said totally make sense.
he's a good listener & a good supervisor toos. have been looking after me ever since i work here.
& he knows what im thinking.
really grateful of what he said(: TY KAOPEI! i know you would come here to see my blog x.x
so yahs~ ur words really motivate me alot.
i'll try my best de. not to cry anymore. though i cant do what u've told me so.
but all takes time, as what he told me..

i know you would be there looking after me..
i really does miss you so~