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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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-deardear it's for you-
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 just now; while studying & chatting with friend. in a sudden. lots of emotions run through my mind. at that moment, i really feel that i want u to be here to talk with me. but i knows that, u wont be here anymore already. cant focus on memorising audit notes. just cant do anythings. damn moodless just now. i also don't know what happens too..... so hang up the phone; & have the urge to update my blog. cause i feel that. only i cn say out my thoughts in blog yahs. at least. maybe u can see it rights & i just wanted to be alone. & i've saw serene wrote. i agreed with her(: blog is a place that i can pour my feeling out toos. & at least. it'll make me feel better. so baby; im here write to you agains. just sudden feel like talking to you~ therefore came to write some stuffs; but it's just for you yahs. 黄明非！ 好想你哦。好想你在这里陪我聊天~谈心事。 可是你不可能会再出现了。。 永远不会了。。 时间真的能让我复原吗？能让这些痛减轻吗？ 这一切都是我的错吗？我能选择这一切都不要发生吗？ 我能选择你还活着吗？我能让时间倒流吗？ 我好想你回来。。 你能吗？我好需要你的鼓励。 这一切都是失去后才懂得珍惜吗？ 你说过你会珍惜我们的感情的？为何你要这样扔下我不管！ 为啥么你要想不开！ listening to the song; & even typing this post. my tears are dripping. & i've cried just now.. im sorry & i've been trying hard not to be sad alreadys. & let myself to be happier. but just that when the time im alone. flashback just came back.. really miss your encouragement & staying by my side. & if u know i wont be studying; u sure will be there nagging at me rights? but.... U JUST WONT BE HERE ANYMORE. i really just wished that all this wont happen. never happen at all! thinking of what charbo told me just now. it's really heartbreaking. thinking that u will be still suffering.. & till now, we still haven know that 你被超度了吗？ hais.. tomorrow after exam, maybe im going to visit you. & it's going to be 2nd month since u've left already. 12march09. ........... im really speechless already. just want to tell you that i miss you. bless me that i'll pass my exams yahs. & also graduate with a higher nitec cert. at least i've done this promise for you. 我会加油的！ during your 100days; must come back visit us ohs. zhidaos ma? & be there when we go visit you alrights. iloveyou. & im sorry too... anyways to friends&readers; im sorry about ranting the same whole thing again; & get fucking emo about it. but sometimes; it's unpreventable. i'll be fine. i promised(: |
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