NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥
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-50days-
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
baby. im back homes(:
slept at around 4plus am at last nights~ cant get to sleep at nights. hais. missing you badly then.
anyways. woke up early in the morning about 9plus am. & bathed, prepare to go out. bought your helmet toos as yuting wants to see it. saw hafizah; my sec sch friend(: downstair when im otw to bus-stops. & told her the incident. as she asked where am i going. she's shocked to that is you. but she does knows what happen already. she return my specs when i lend her during sec4. woots, it's been 3yrs already uhs. chatted with her awhile; mrt-ed down to meet kangwei at yishun; as he's going to accompany me to visit you in mandai(: but i went to toapayoh to print photos first. a photo of yours; as a belated valentines present for yuting with words on it & a photo of ours; as going to make a card for you.
meet him around 11plus at there. & went to eat chicken rice at 925. & make both of the cards there on the spot. then, went to bought your fav chicken wing rice {western} for yous. as northpoint there; dnt have joss stick shops. so bus-ed down to kangwei house there to buy joss-sticks all this. de korkor there very good dehs(: just for 5bucks, they give me quite alot. & is they help me choose dehs. cause i dno buy what.
baby; sorry uhs. could only afford 5bucks to buy those stuffs. & cant buy your fav ciggie for you. den u've to smoke next chill. sorry uhs. when i've got my pay; will buy more to burn for you on ur 100days alrights(:
as yuting arrived mandai already; to her suggestion, we cabbed down to mandai to meet her. cause she dnwan to wait so long uhs. reached there around 12plus pm. & she paid the fare. thanks girl(: meet her boyfriend toos. & she bought flowers for you.
went up & find the location wher's your ashes is placed. & we've found it. it's really heartbreaking when saw it. but i tried not to cry.
& we placed everything for you. food, drinks, incense paper, joss stick, ciggie etc. i've put the flowers that yuting boughts beside you. & kangwei help me most of it uhs(: thanks. all of us have burnt joss sticks {烧香} for you. hope u can hear what we've said.
im sorry that i've cried. & yuting cried toos. cause really miss you alots. & the pain is unbearable uhs. she told me alot of your past. & we shared alot of things too. we also on songs for you to hear. can you hear it? all your fav song. i think that u're beside us listening isnt?
yuting & her boyfriend left first after the candle burnt finish.
girl; last long alrights. thanks for going down today & consoling me(: & take good care of urself uhs.
i & kangwei stayed there. both of us chat with you & asked you alot of question uhs. using coin to toss. to see whether u saying 'yes' or 'no'. & hope u can hear what we're talking about. & went to see yanxian toos. as he's also located same place as you. just that diff section.
around 4plus, charbo came to find us & also pay a visit to you. she also got burn joss stick {烧香} for you. & give you ciggie to smoke. cn you see it?
while chatting with you; both of us cried again. especially her. she also asked qns to you. hope that u can hear it toos. three of us stayed there till 5plus; & we make our way to burn those stuffs for you. both of them did it; as i dno how to burn. after doing those procedures, went up & clear those stuffs. & said byebye to you(: i'll visit soon alrights.
baby; hope you can receive what i've burnt for you. & must read the card also yahs(: really miss you alot. sometimes; i just wished that everything have nt happen. hais; iloveyou.
after we leave de mandai; we cabbed down to kangwei house; cause charbo nt feeling well uhs. & he need to take a bath toos. went to his house wash our legs,hands & face with pomelo leaves water. & stayed there to wait for him to finish bath.
& went downstair accompany them eat. charbo bought kway chap for me to share share eat. thanks uhs :D then went krisland to find nicholas&jeremy. as they at there plying comp. three of us went to ply lan toos(: kangwei played L4D; i did play at first uhs. but then quit after that. cause too pekchek luhs. den went to ply audi with charbo. nic&jeremy went off first. while we plyed 1hour den went off alreadys. three of us slacked outside with yurong&lionel awhile. & bus-ed to northpoint around 8plus. kangwei went to find her ganjie. while i&charbo went to take bus. benlai thought of accompanying her go hougang, but still feel like going home. so didnt went. & she dnt have bus to hougang. thus, she pei-ed me took 857 home. slacked awhile & smoke at downstair & pei her wait bus. & she took 107 to hougang to go her sintua(: home sweet home uhs. =)
kangwei; anyways. thanks for accompanying me down todays. & waking up so early despite u're tired. really thanks alot. & consoling me when im crying today. & trying all ways to make me laugh. hope u understands my intentions uhs(: & everything you've done for me; it's appreciated really. it's needs time yahs~ & i'll abide by that promise that we've made!
Yphotos took today(:
-flowers yuting bought for yous- things that i've bought for you & your helmet. words written on the card. food&drinks that i've bought. jasmincharbo(: kangwei(: wear specs(: his retarded face uhs. ;x sorry for posting up ehs. lols.
others photos will wait charbo send me then upload uhs(: got to off comp now uhs. night people!
