janice daughter; germaine.

ganerzi&gandi(:

i&kakak(:

in school uniform(:

our lighter(:

yongkoon. his head gone liaos. 0.0!

it's our 2months hohs! should be a happy moments dehs.

but you'll not be with me anymores. no matter for now or as future comes.

the pain is really unbearable. but i've to face it. cause it's the fact that u're gone for eternity.

even how much i dont want you to leave. u're already gone luhs.

from my side, your loved ones, your friends etc..

& will never be back anymore.

no matter how much i miss you.

no matter how much i want to see you.

no matter how much i want to hug you.

no matter how much i want to scold you.

no matter how much i want to complain to you.

u'll never appear again.

but i'll always believe that. u're still somewhere around us.

u still can see us from above or somewhere near us. i can still feel your presence.

the memories of us. the every single moments when we're together.

will always flashback in my mind. everysec. everymin.

好想你真的回到我身边；

我真的好舍不得你离开我。不管我在那里，你一定会在我心里一辈子。

what's the real reason that u jumped?

can u just tell me? just appear in front of me. even it's im the one who caused your death.

even dream also can. please? everybody wants to know the reason.

i'll nt be scared de. cause i really wish to see you once again.

7days i didnt get to see you. but only feel that u're with me.

im waiting for 49days.

alrights. shall update you about yesterday.

reached school around 1plus pm.

therefore; im late once again. miss alot of lessons already.

slacked awhile & chat with the girls.

then. went to do my accpac with the emily,lianni&shiqi.

deduct a few marks luhs. but at least overall still okies luhs.

finished all around 3plus pm. went to study corner & wait for qin.

they went to lianni house; i never went cause need go down boonlay meet up with yuting&co.

trained down to boonlay. & meet kangwei at cityhall. cause he's going down with me.

ytd leg damn pain cans. muscle ache plus wearing heels.
if i know jiu wear slippers luhs. haish.

reached boonlay. then walked to anson house to meet ahgirl tarbo. daniel & co.

lucky im nt luchi. still remember the way to walk. but only leg abit bth narhs.

slacked at anson house awhile.

then all of us cabbed down to boonlay shopping centre.

went to 2nd floor angkong tiam find jiajia(:

but cause i wearing uniform cant go in. so need stay outside lorhs.

then kangwei accompany me go kopitiam eat.

went to smoke & slacked at staircase.

all slacked around 8plus pm. know alot of your past from her.

janice&weiting came afterwards. then we went 2nd floor.

saw jiajia carry germaine; janice daughter. damn keai cans.

we take turns to carry her. see her innocent face really cn make alot people smile.

after that. yuting need to go home luhs. then walked seperate ways dehs.

as kangwei need pass psp game to daniel psp; so they went to daniel house first.

while i accompany yuting to take bus.

so walked with janice as she also needs bring baby home.

say tatas to baby&janice.

accompany yuting to wait bus at 204 infront bus-stop.

saw she cried again. cause we're talking about you.

can see that she really rely you alot. but u wont be there anymore.

gave her one lollipop; hope it will cheer her up.

walked to daniel house; abit lost my way. cause duno walk till where luhs.

at last i get to know my way there. by walking one big round. ._.

waited them to come out at staircase with kangwei.

listen to songs & messaged with yuting.

tears dropped at that moment of time as my counsellor called me up.