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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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misses from me to you~
Saturday, February 7, 2009 baby; im bored. really bored. i miss you so much can. the memories just will flow back through my mind. every seconds. every minutes. today im staying at home for whole day. cause im not feeling well either, are you really doing fine at the other world? i miss your voice. really wish i can hear it again. i miss your laughter. i miss fighting with you. i miss your everything! :( no matter how hard i try not to cry, to a point of time, when im alone. u're all that im thinking. tears will just automatically drip down. i regret alot of things. for hurting you in the past when u're chasing me. for not understand you. always chase you home, scared u insufficient sleep. for quarrelling with you over other matters. but what's the use of saying all this? u wont never be back luhs. NEVER! everyday. im still thinking why you choose that route. i really dont understands. really dont. recently. i've been going down to boonlay almost everyday, cause i've them to accompany me. they gave me the laughter, & motivation to move on. their words, their actions. & they really take care me alot. with them. times pass faster, & when i ton with them. i just can get myself to be very tired. & go home & sleep throughout. without have to think of you~ but i know it's impossible. even im at boonlay, & when im at third floor. when i gaze at the sky, ur image will just appear infront of my eyes. there's alot of our memories in boonlay toos. or even at lakeside. the first time, u send me home from that mrt; cause no last train luhs. u gave me our 1st month-sary present at there. no matter where i go, images of you just appear. when i miss you; i just cn see the ring, pictures, messages that u've sent me, the mickey & minnie mouse u gave, listen to your songs. our pictures are just very little. but it's felt so meaningful. cause those pictures capture our most happiest moment together. the moments i force you to take picture with me; cause u've a zilian girlf. & i'll always take your phone to take picture. 我真的很想你； 你知道吗？ 我好怀念我们的以前。有你在我的身旁；陪着我；跟我分享一切。 你已不在了。我的心真的很痛，很痛。。 我不要你离开我。我真的不要！ 我有选择吗？ 好希望时间会倒流。一切都不会发生。 你也不会选择跳楼！ 为啥么！为何老天爷要把你带走！ 我真的不要你走。。。。。。。。。。 你答应我要保护我的。永远会在我身旁的。 但我伤心的时候；会装可爱来逗我笑。 也会在我身边旁我擦眼泪。 为何你要骗我~ 我好想你啊！ 你这个大坏蛋！大骗子! 让每个人落泪了；让爱你的人心疼了； 你就这么一声不吭的走了。有没有想到他们的感受？ 朋友，亲人，兄弟，我，都很伤心你知道吗？ i duno how to describe my real feeling in english, thus i've type out in chinese.. deardear; hope u know what im trying to say. those words really came deep down from my heart. i want to dream of you~ want to be like that time when de first time i dream of you; seems so real. i want to talk to you~ alot of words have been kept in my heart for a long time already. i want to hug you~ even though it's not realistic anymore. i want to see you~ just a little while, im satisfied.
Y our first month photo~ & it's the last month toos. no more monthsary for me to celebrate with you. i still haven buy gift for you. i still haven treat you good. u say we'll last long de? but it wont happen anymore~ u'll forever be kept & remembered in my heart. no matter where am i... Y |
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