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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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im missing you.
Thursday, January 15, 2009 baby! i'm here to update you about today. today jasmin & xiaozhu slacked at my house till 12pm plus. i gt drink ice milo before i go out okies! although i didnt eat. =x went down to boonlay market to find balloon. they dnt want i to stay at home everyday & hu si luan xiang.. therefore, i went out with them reluctantly at first. cause i still don't have the mood.. in the train. charbo & me was listening to your fav.song 无赖。 & our heart just sank. all your fav.song are just repeating in my mp3. reached there around 2plus pm. im sorry that i've cried. cause it's just remind me of your memories at there. boonlay market; alot of memories yups. i really miss you alot.. at boonlay market; played audi-beatup & normal4k. with charbo & ahgirl. some songs make me remind of you. cause i'm the one who asked you to play audi. & of course, u love beatup too. played pool with yongkun, charbo & siheng. loser-punch; i only lose to siheng! hahahas! but also lose :( chat at skynet with balloon, charbo, xiaozhu, yongda, ck, anson. all talking about you; & also what we're going to do on the 7th day. went to incense paper shop; & look around at there. discussing what to buy to burn for you. i'll buying a bike for you. & sat we'll be going somewhere. i'll tell you on sat alrights! (: btws, thks yongda for giving me tissue when i cried. & thks those who're concern about me & cheering me up at there just now. we went home around 11.10pm. & it's been so long since i've take mrt home. u're the one who send me home everynight. no matter how's late isit. but i guess i've to be independent again. :) without u with me.. i'll be strong i promise. xiaozhu&charbo came my house to sleep again. in the mrt; we'll all talking about you.. i don't know whether u heard it.. but all reminds us the happy memories. all of us does miss you. alot alot.. xiaozhu have called you jiefu already; instead of korkor! happy marhs. hahas. reached home around 12plus am. & we went my house downstair where u've landed; to chat with you. although we don't know whether u're there anot. but alot ppl told me that your spirit is there. we just want to talk to you. hope u've heard it. at least; i did not cried. though the pain is unbearable still. still reminding of that particular day. & knows some hurtful fact. we joke with you, & scold you. & say you. 你听得到吗？every night we'll go chat with you till the 7th day comes. the memories are kept in our hearts. the laughter of yours. the way of how you talk. the jokes of yours. are all tattoed in our hearts. tmr would be going to cut my hair & go down lavender to replace my ic. & go to cantoment afterwards to give statement about that day. maybe going down boonlay also. tonight i want to dream of you again okies! alot words to say to you. & i wanted to see you so much again. iloveyou. mybeloved. i've called your jiejie as my jiejie already(: & she's glad to hear me to call her jiejie. it's in a form of courtesy while also behalf of you. your bike have been retrieved by ahgua jason already. & your helmet, i've asked his permission to keep it as 纪念. he'll be passing back to me. to all his friends reading my blog; baby's ashes would be ready around in march. when jiejie told me where's the exact location where his ashes will be kept at. & when we can visit him. i'll blog it out. -edited. baby; this the memorial in facebook created for you by melvin, yur ex navy superior. inside have your friends writing comments to you. remember to go & take a look okies. here's the link; http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/profile.php?id=745996171&ref=profile |
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