you're are gone? for once & for all?!

& i've witness the whole incident! am i really the one who caused your death.

what exactly are you thinking!

why at last u've to use this way to settle everything! why!?

u promised me not to leave me alone. but u still did. u will never come back to me.

your voice. your face. your hp no. your hugs. your kisses.

the way you make me laugh, the way u always disturb me.

wont be back anymore...

never ever..

i really miss you.

can u imagine how i feel when i hugging your body just after u jump down?

full of blood body! i'm in a blank mind! i dno what to do. but only call for help.

no matter how i call & shake you.. u never react.

why u never talk to me? why u never answer me?

why u've to do all this.. i really cant take it u know marhs!

i wn u be back with me! i wn see you! i wn to hug you!

it's useless anymore. once gone would never be back.

i've failed my duty as your girlfriend.

i'm trying my best not to cry. whenever people ask about you.

but tears just roll down uncontrollably.

i dnwan u still worry about me when u're nt with me.

sorry that i've tried to committ suicide also.

i'm really in a despair. im confused.

i cant do anything. but just to cry my hearts out.

it's all too sudden. even myself also cant take it.

why does everything have to end up like this.

we've planned alot of things together? rmb.

my harparvilla trip. sentosa trip. genting trip. etcetc.

now u're nt going with me anymore. nt anymore.

no matter how i cry, how i shout.

u wont be back with me anymore! wo heng tongku ni dong ma!?

why u never think of us! ur friends. ur family. ur closed one. everyone that love you!

the pain is unbearable for all.

why u're so selfish & silly to jump down!

without my permission, u cnnt leave me de okies! but why, u still left me alone.

iloveyou. imissyou. ineedyou. rmb!

u just go off like this. i've to face all this sadness & sorrownesswith all your family, friends, your loved ones.

i'll be waiting u at the 7th day(:

i'll be waiting to see you. i gt alotalot of words to tell you.

u must come okies! i'll be staying overnight wait you!

iloveyou!