♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

(: 是时候放手了。。

Saturday, December 6, 2008

ELLOS READERS(:

shall not post an emo post today, as past few posts been so...
declarations: i'm starting to let go of this relationship luhs.
i've give up. =) hope u find your happiness soon.
guess there's nothing for me to hold on anymore.
no more hurtful words. no more attitudes. no more sadness.
maybe we'll be friends will be happier(: just like the past.

thanks for telling me those words ytd; i'm touched seriously.
but it's seems pointless le. cux u didnt prove to me that you still need or hold back this r/s.
there's really alot of misunderstanding between us.
which accumulate till it's have become a big problem between us.
if have fate; we'll be back together sooner or later.
i'm supposing to tell you this face to face; guess i shall type it here le(:

thanks for this 1month memories. cux those happy moments are in that 1mth.
thou is still quite short, but i really cherish the time being together with you.
from the day i know you.
till the day we together.
till now.. there's alot of memories inside it.
u've put in ur msn nick. saying does it mean anything to me.
'YES, it meant alot. but memories are memories. it's supposed to keep in heart'
happy moments pass quickly.
we've face alot of problems during that period. shared through alot of things.
which cant be explained(:
i also don't know why our relationship have turn out to be like this.
有好多好多话想说；但却说不出口。
我们彼此已变得那么冷淡了。。
just don't blame yourself for everything.
it'll become this situation. both of us also have de fault, no use blaming on urself/myself for this.
so.. ^^ cheer up ya.
i don't want to patch is because..
as i said. if we patch. cn we ensure there's no misunderstanding?
cn we ensure we'll be happy like the past?
in a r/s. it's needs 2 hands to clap. maybe we still cant communicate in some ways bahs.
maybe i don't wish to take the hurt once again bahs.
it's goes same to you. i don't wish to a burden to you anymore.
jiayous bahs(: & takecares too.

ALRIGHTS, shall say about personal life lerhs.
hahahas, have been sick for 2weeks.
& my damn cough is torturing me; & making have fever. z.z
de mouse or instead my usb in cpu is spoiled. & thus i cant ply audi :(
& need to use tab in order to surf net. so troublesome-.-
hope faster recover soon larh! ._.

thanks to someone whom always been there for this 2wks.
& came all the way down(: really appreciated.

-12days.
i'm afraid. really afraid.
there's alot of thing i wana do. i dnt wan to lose my freedom.
i'll miss alot of stuffs. & yet i've to face it.
hope the days pass by slowly...