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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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(: advance merry x'mas
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 HEYOS(: it's christmas eve already! ;) & also been quite long that i never updates my blog luhs. advanced wish everybody happy x'mas ehs(: days are still ongoing smoothly. case is still pending & officer is still investigating. & my IO have called my mum. to asked my behaviour etc.. their testimonial is very important to my case. i've found out from this days. sometimes. it's just miscommunication in our parts. i've always misunderstand your concern & care. & always blame it on you. but i've never really thinks whether i'm a good daughter anot? from young, i've lost stuffs that is important to me. & i've never really give any help to this family. but only bring trouble to you. 我很失败哦? thks for telling me those words todays. i understand your teaching is only by scolding. cux u're nt a gentle person too. =x & i also understands that family is still warmest. de ones that still loves you. kinship is still the closest among all(: i'll try my best to be a good daughter if i can. apologies that in this 18years, i've bring you alot of troubles & sadness. & i'm still so big luhs. u still have to worried about me. it's our problems that making us so stressed. i never ever tried to stand in your shoes to think, but only blame it on you. i'm sorry mama. :( really. though i've keep silent when u're scolding me, but i knows that u're trying to teach me. & hope that the same things wont happen again. my case have make u worry. & i know u 嘴硬心软，thou u always scold me. & u've help me by giving a good testi. 真的辛苦你了，得让你一个人承担这个家所有的一切。 而我却只带来给你根多的烦恼。 书没有好好读。在外面又惹了那么多事。 但你还是没有放弃我，虽然你一直骂我。 人都有脾气的，而我也开始谅解你了。 我真的有听你所讲的话。而不是一边进；一边出。 对不起。我让你失望了。 mother still dote their children best(: sorry for my childish-ness & immatured thinking. & i still remember what did my precious friends told me. 'cherish your loved ones. especially your parents' thank you mother(: &...........................................!!!!! alot things to settle which i neglect very long luhs: 1. clear singtel debts of 600bucks. 2. pay up debts that i've owe friends. 3. replacement of IC. 4. replacement of ezlink card & bankbook. 5. belated b'dae presents for friends. 6. help mother in household expenses. 7. retake of exams. -still thinking in progress- declaration; (he asked me to update him in de =x) i'm once attached again. to ng min fei. i know it's quite fast to step into another relationship agains. but i just follow my feeling bahs. no matter how, it's my decision. i'll bear the consequences. & i know the past relationship of mine have been quite short-term. & full of sadness too. to my beloved feifei dearest. =x sorry for the hurt at that time. i'm drunk & therefore i've said some stupid words. & thanks for giving me in all the time. though i know it's quite hurtful for you. & don't push me around like a toy alrights! don't try to be so weida can. i & him is impossible to be back together already. the hurt is just too deep for both of us. & i guess the misunderstanding is still there... & i've put it down already. really(: the sentence that i've said 'i love you', of course i meant it. u've did alot of things for me. it's not out of gratitude. but i'm touched by what you did. & no matter how i rejected you in de past, u never give up(: u've stand by me during my worst moments. encouraging me, giving me the care & love that i needed. keep cheering me up. & always giving me advice on how to settle. still remember when 17dec is the day. the day before, u've run around 8 temples around boon lay area just to pray for my safety. zhen de hen gandong(: seriously, i am. i'm not joking de alrights! 谢谢你对我所包容的一切。 thou there are still some minor problems between us. because of interests likings. i guess we'll solve it soon enough rights? (: & don't always let my emotions affect your mood kays. u've been not sleeping well lately. cux of keep accompanying me. & drench in the rain while riding bike. x.x ni yao takecare of yourself luhs(: okies? & must 遵守我们对彼此的诺言。 to yiyang: must takecare of yourself too. may you find your happiness soon(: 'i wana change my habits, change my life, be more decisive.' 'know what's good, what's bad. 能分辨是非。 to a better way i hope(: it's really have taught me alot after this. i must changed in order not to let everybody disappointed. it's still not too late i guess. shall say about yesterday(: went out with my working buddy(he force me to say derhs =x),kenny. he's the one who entertains me all the way when i'm working. hahahas! thou i've put him aeroplane quite alot times. lucky u didnt put me aeroplane yesterday. x.x at last i'm more puntual then you! & thks for the makan treat ytd, nxt time treat you back(: rmb our neoprint 约定 arh! =) dnt wear till so lok kok nxt times. =x ohya, always mafan ni help me book working schedule. xiexie ni luhs(: & dnt always call me ghost luhs! i'm not kays! the first outing with him to orchard was full of craps & laughter. & don't keep abuse me can. but there's still fun. orchard damn full of people, & it's damn squeezy man~ .____. with all the performances around. & alot of crowds gather together. went from heeren. to cinea then kinokuniya & taka(: & walked till 9plus & went back tgt with him. alighted at jurong east. pei him wait train cux he nid change train. then went down to meet boyfriend instead cux he fetch me there. went to meet balloon&charbo at skynet. & 11plus dearest sent me home(: to kenny working buddy: hey, outing soon again if can alrights! (: singing k session! & i shall look forward to next working session tgt! =) bought my 恋空episode6. touching luhs(: more interesting then the movie itself. alrights, gona reply my tags here as mouse spoil. cant click to tagboard. to passerby(: 'ehs? who're you? it's have been postponed. thanks for your concern, i'll de(:' to shiqi(: 'yeayea. i know. thanks alots!' to rhondameimei(: 'i'll de. xiexie ni luhs.' to andydidi(: 'jiejie change no luhs. will sms mine no to you soon.' to mike(: 'thks lots! i'll de. sorry for late reply of tags.' to jiaying(: 'alrights xiexie ni, sry for late reply of tags. u too takecares ya! (:' *end of updates* |
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