♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

-FEDUP!

Monday, November 10, 2008

sometimes. watching a marriage just being ruined like this.
without recapping all those sweet memories between them in the past.
10yrs plus of marriage, it's just end by such a cruel word 'divorce'.
humans does take each other for granted isnt it?
what does last long means? 这世界上真的会有天长地久吗？

till now, u don't even regret what u've done.
& still think that u're very proud of it. F off man!
this house doesnt need your money at all.
it's my mother who've been supporting this house. not you alrights.
don't think that u've dump those few hundred just to pay house expenses.
it's damn big F already kay.
what my mum pays for you arent nt enough for you to pay back to her.
did u gave the happiness she wants?! NO.
did u ever did your part as a good husband & father? NO.
all u did was only gamble & owe debts!
she forgive u once, twice, & u take her for granted isnt.
u said u wanted to change?! did u ever make that effort to do so? i don't think so.
why the situation ended up like this, blame it to your own idiotic actions!
"你做初一；我做十五。" this what my mum told me. it's referring to him.
it's doesnt matter anymore whether i've a dad.
cux from the starting, i don't even have one.

love can be so sweet yet hurtful.
it's can be full of memories; yet u think back, it's just a suffering.
what does it mean by love?
does marriage really last long? or just ended in divorce.
this world just Fking REALISTIC.
money makes the world go round.
& gambling just can destroy a family.
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there's no mood for me to update much more.
totally speechless for everything that have happen.
no matter it's to myself, or to my loved ones.

without love, u'll feel like something is missing from your life.
with love, it's can be so sweet yet suffering.
每个开心与幸福的感情的背后都带着泪水。