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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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TRALALA~ ._. im super dupy bored.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 im so BORED can. & things just flashing back through my mind. sometimes i'm just wondering. what's the meaning of love and like? i know it's different. sorry to baby worh. didnt went down to fetch you. yet u still come all the way to my house after your training to accompany me. as u know i'm not in a good mood. thanks for being such a sweet boyf ya! (:
i'll try not to give up easily towards our relationship. thanks for all those words u've said. i'll try to hold on as i said. & love you back one day(:
i going to type out what i want to say about you. i don't care whether you angry anot, i still treat you as my bestie. that's why i type this out. u should know u've made me utterly disappointed with you. sometimes, im trying not to nag you about your own personal stuff. but i just cant bear to see you downgrading yourself to that extent. it's alright to be in a relationship. but can you OPEN your eyes big enough to choose your boyfriend? not i don't allow you stead with those BENGS. but does he give you good influence? no right? & if u know u've school the next day. but instead of going school u pon because u want go down jurong to pei him? just because he pon his work. end up together. didnt last long.? so wtf is this. you know when i listen about your love story. im getting sick of it? as in. why cant you find a serious de? & if it's just a fling. then don't tell me that u love him. or he really treat u very good ar? it's all bullshit haobuhao. if he really zhenxi ni, why bother stead few days jiu break? i just want you to observe someone, then get together but not rushing it? i also know u wish to find a boyf that can last long de. but this isnt the way right? end up; it'll just hurting yourself? u say u don't like me with BENG, end up leh? u ownself does it? i know i don't have the right to say anything. cux i'm once like this. without knowing someone. just stead within knowing 2days to 3days? i've regretted. u should know it's who lar. i don't wish seeing you get hurt anymore that's why i want to say you. arbo u think i very xiankong to nag you isit? & PLEASE; if u wana continue to be like this. i can tell you HERE! i'll totally give up on you! i wont care about your stuffs anymore. i don't wish to hear anymore grandmother stories. it's real tiring to keep nagging at you. but u just treat it as nothing. or maybe a joke. & i dont wish to hear that im irreplaceble in your heart. u always said i'm important to you; but your actions doesnt show me that? you've people accompany you, u'll think of me? it's not about jealousy. it's just about wad have u done. u scared i angry then u don't call me, or contact me? but please. if u'll me, wont you be pissed off too? i just want you to know what u're doing. im just very fed up towards your actions. u should know that bahs. or maybe your actions & words towards relationship stuff bahs. what i can say i already say le. whether to listen anot still lies on you. & end up making the decision still lies on you. ;so just be it bahs. wad i want to say i type out here already. that's all. a short post for rhonda meimei too; we known each other for 1yr plus le hohs, times passes de hao kuai ohs(: still rmb our first meeting shi zai wo de birthday. we 2 have been like real sisters, even now still end up in the same situation. sometimes, even we might nvr contact. but once we contact, jiu will chat alot(: & i once lied to you before once rmb? hahas. still quite dumb larhs tat one. at last confessed to you. u already find out le._. but at least i'll feel better(: & nvr hide anything frm you le. & till now, we still haven drift apart too far, hope there's nvr one day will-.- cux u also busy with your studies. & thus both of us cant mit out often. ni ye yao jiayous zhidaos ma. bu guan shi zai studies, or relationship(: i'll still be there when u need me, though sometimes u wont find me lar. just wana tell you that i'll be there. lastly; thanks for giving me advice today yups! loves<3s a short post to huiqin too; heyhey! thanks for being such a good listener to hear my complaints! though sometimes i know u quite fed up with me too. cux i nvr went to school etc.. & the way i settle my stuffs larhs(: but i'll try to change larh. if still cant. continue to scold me bahs x.x" hahas. but seriously thanks alot! & to serene & shiqi too; THANKS FOR GIVING ME ADVICE OF WHAT TO DO(: |
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