♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

ZHU WO SHENG RI KUAI LE(:

Sunday, October 5, 2008

DE HAPPIEST BDAE & ALSO THE SADDIEST BDAE(=

thanks for all who celebrate my birthday this year.
& those who send me the wishes(:
thru sms-es & phone call. really appreciated.

somehow, i'll shall nt say too much about the sad things.
family matters are getting more complicated.
& i now is can say to be 无家可归。

我知道当妈妈的辛苦。
但我也不能忍受着你对我的责怪。
无论我做的再好，在你眼里还是不够好。
我选择离开那个家不是因为不够温馨，
只是我不能在忍受着你的脾气。

我知道我在你眼里，永远是一个没有用的女儿。
但是我已经尽我的全力去满足你了。
可是我得来的却是挨骂。而不是夸奖。
我不要求你啥么。只是希望这个家能开开心心。
难道这也很难吗？
可能我还不够了解你把？

难道我们的母女关系就那么的脆弱吗？
我不想再回到过去了，但是有时我觉得面对你我好辛苦。
希望这段时间能让我们俩冷静一下。

ytd was slacking at yang house de whole day.
ply-ed audi; & rest.
then went out to dinner with his family for his eldest bro bdae(:
took cab to ecp to mit girlfriend.
didnt expected the others are also there too(:

;desmondi didi & his fren, kangwei, sinkiat, limin.
im shocked larhs. but sorry too.
let them wait for 2hr-3hr.
cux i delayed the time. & let girlfriend pay the cab fare.
sorry too ya. enjoyed alot yesterday(:
thou somethings happen in the night.
then. totally destroy my mood.
& i shouted at somebody, sincerly apologies.

i've recieved photoframe with meaningful words.
& one blue rose. very nice; love it alot(:
tazmania bdae cake(:
& a heart-shaped formed firework made by them.
xiexie ni men.
; photos will be uploaded if have the time.

thanks for yang,limin & kangwei pei me thru out the night.
if nt for them, i dono where m i le bahs.
hahas. & thks kangwei for the treat to chamber(: