♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥

CHALET(:

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

chalet wif them was somehow fun ytd.
the chalet place is big de larhs just like a bungalow!
at there did nothing much.
just purely chatting & resting & gambling.
BUT i didnt gamble. cux i don like ply 21points. ==
while de bois gamble,
i wen bak to 1 of the rm & start thinking back on the past.
bout 10plus jiu wen home lurh(:

have a nice chat with derrick on the way to chalet.
& lianni when at school.
knows many things that i didnt know in the past.
不是每个事情都能像我所要的那样。

random thinking(:
bout the words that friens told me.
trying my best to forget you. thou i know it'll be quite hard.
but i'm already adapting to the lifestyle now. w/o you.
thou still expecting some miracle, but i know it wont happen.
it's too late to regret as what many ppl told me(:
even see u in school. we still act like as if we're stranger.
weird de hur. we noe each other. but still..
hahas. nvm. hope still real friens somedays. =D
it's take time to let everything settle down.

i admit i'm nt a good girlfriend to you.
so i need to change bout my attitude alright. =)
& have to stop being so indecisive.
it's just a love lesson for me.
jiayou to me to move on!

1morething:
ahboi attached lurh hoh!
last long wif her arhs. (:

yesterday got caught in the rain while gg bak hm frm chalet.
thought of ton-ing over there, but didnt narhs.
went hm wif derrick. then papa came to fetch me.
but i gt to run to bus-stop while raining.
drenched in the rain twice & blow air-con.
& thus got sick. ._.
slight fever plus serious flu. so today didnt went to sch.
my fone bill came. total $278.23!
last month plus tis month.
of cux tio nagged by mum again.
i gona change to using prepaid. so tat cn control le.
don wan the money that i've earned during wrk to throw to tis fk-ing fone bill.

todays:
went out to frien house to do the cdp proj.
cux friday is the duedate. actual is ytd de. but we delay =x
& my comp de microsoft word broke down._.
just now spend 45min to wait for the bus to get back to home.
my headache is killing me!

got to rest lurhs (:
nites all.