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![]() 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记,我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是,我知道我的这份爱,这份心痛,将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
-TO FRENS(: blog open once agn
Saturday, May 24, 2008 WHOOSH! at last blog officially opened(: sorry for the shutdown of blog. & i've changed link. hope this would be a new start for me. last few weeks was horrendous. i&him de r/s was getting a big fuss out of everything. yet i knew i've many friends concerned about me. maybe im just getting too oversensitive. of what people says&do. to darling*sheela- thou u've say something that might give me the wrong idea. & also make me taoyan you tat time being. seriously was thinking. u're my darling. yet u said so much hurtful words. & i know all those word are pinpointing at me. im indeed pissed off when i saw your blog. & the truth. i wanted to say back. but i've delete away the post. as it'll just hurt our friendship. & i find it. ni men tou shi wei wo hao. but sometimes. directly saying to me is better. seriously. cox i will luanluan xiang. after reading your post. just like the previous post u've made. if we've ever have misunderstanding. u're welcome to say me back. or just maxing wo face to face. i prefer this way. sometimes. i dont want show the words is because. i know this is a public blog. some things i just want to keep to myself. that why. hope ni ming bai. no offence to me of course. (: i'll cherished all this from yihou. & u'll always be my darling. & rmb to scold wo if i done anithing wrong. lianni. sorry if i've never find you. & make you somesort pissed of with my indeciveness of doing stuffs. or wad i also dono. but yihou. i find you don xian wo fan horhs. (: & i really cherish you as wo de pengyou. jiu let bygones be bygones okie. & thanks cher& hq as while as serene for their opinion. and kaidao me. when i really duno wad to do. frens are the one. who care for you. & scolds you awake when u've done anything wrong or what. sometimes. even how harsh they said. they just meant for your own good. after 2wks of thinking. of wad u said as well as lianni. im really getting nowhere in my life. really seriously nowhere. just brooding over one seriously fcukup r/s what for right. i've more things to care. more things to think about. more things to do. better than crying & crying. was like duh- crying doesnt bring back anithin. failed relationship jiu fail lurh bahs. &im the one who initiate the break. wad for holding back. he dont bother about this r/s. i will fang xia too. nobody's fault to this ending. & we still be friends. (= & i'll move on from today. no more asking whether u love me? or intend to msg you. or maybe relying onto u. & everyone. i needs time. 我会尽我的最大的努力去忘记他。 words are just chunks of rubbish. action are more realistic & truth. so jiayous to me then (: friendship.relationship.family.moneyissues. |
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