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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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Monday, May 12, 2008 updating time. (:  recently just being too lazy to post bahs. since im free now. & im jus awake. firstly. wen to sku. & late for lesson as usual. miss de aa1. jus wen fer lecture. den heard darling they all said. cnnt wear PE tu sku animore. was lyke wtf. so mafan. u expect us to change agn&agn? & NO jeans& NO whiteshoes. oni black shoes allowed. den if late for 10min door will be locked? was like wth.. & nid to sign to ensure tat we noe. damn section head. thanks ya. todae s&w damn tired larhs. didnt run fer so long. tout 1round wud b oki. but cnnt take it. haish. sian diao. sumtime xianmu ppl cn run. (: afta sku went cafe 2 rest. den jiu pei cher go tamp wait her bf. hahas. tok alot of xinshi wif her thru out de time. xiexie narhs. & wen hm wif jianhui afta tat. jus wan tell him. thks for still concern wo. but maybe it's too late. (: seriously i buzhidao i cn trust whu le. hen xinku norhs. sian narhs. fedup& stressed. fcuked up dae. everithin jus messed up. and. Costing ca1 comin soon lurhs. on thurs. QT & de gers jiayous oh. ((: 10/05/08 mornin leg muscle ache norhs. sibei jialat norhs cant even move. climb de stairs pain lyke siao larhs. &. wen for proj in de morning. mit up wif darling&shiqi at city hall. wen esplanade 1st. jus walk around. sibei long nvr go esplanade lurhs. den mit lianni at bout12pm. zai go raffles makan toastbox. (: *cutshort* wen tu explore. de sing.art museum & walk around de city area. walked past a d.i.y painting de place. den wo men walk in. decided tu buy a put shou shi de box for her. & four of us paint it norhs. spent quite long dere. but at least wo men tou finished it. xi wang ta xihuan. ^^ done lurhs. jiu wen bak raffles mrt. benlai wan go clarkquay durhs. but meiyou time nehs. so wen around walk. & bought chocolate for her too.(: done window shopping. shiqi wen tu mit guan dey all for chalet while we 3 wen ahead tu chinatown tu buy lianni shoes. & i stayed at de platform to wait dem. (: afta dat headed to mit jianhui. & went tu serene housewarming. (: sorry for being so cold bahs. cux maybe i still cant mian dui u tat time. at queenstown i alight. cux sumthin happen. but i still choose to go. avoid isnt de matter rite? (: thks honghui for waiting me at boonlay. & pei-ed me thru out. & hear mye xinshi lalala~ n tryin make wo smile. & de songs too. xie larhs. ^^ thou hen buxiguan. but bobian arhs. mus jian qiang dui marhs? at least we still talk right. hahas. her hse shi alot ppl durh larhs. so bout 830pm. we left her house. & wen home. walked tu boonlay mrt. & took train hm. wif jianhui&lianni. i&jh alight at kallang. n headed home. xiexie ni shuo de na yi fan hua for sat,sun&todae. & trying to make wo happi. (: jus wana shuo tys. but sum thins arent for u & i to decide. we oso nid to think about de surrounding ppl. sumtimes our relationship even make others worried. or maybe even pekchek? hahas. & both of us wud be in a bad mood. things arent just getting right. as u said. if we want to patched. we nid to change. & dat doesnt mean 1dae/2dae but some time. *1mth,2mth, or even 1yr we don even noe. wad de use of hurting each other? u sudden treat wo coldly. & u expect me to patch wen u asked. but u didnt even care my feeling for the past few days? thou we both still love each other. but as u said in the past. if de relationship maintain like tis. it'll jus bring hurt to both of us. sorry for just now if i said hurtful de words. cux u used to treat me like tis. i've to make clear dat i cnnt b xing ruan le. i still love you. but i really felt tat. wo men hui hen xinku if we continue. duibuqi. & to my EX-kw don say u love me. wen u have hurt me this much in the past. u're de one whu stead wif another 1. don said use her to forget wo. its all rubbish. don use waiting to gandong wo. it's useless. seriously. u said i mus gif u time to make me zai forgive u. & we arent in de past. & asked me to start afresh. nort all things cn turn bak, and cn happen like wad u wished. & don wen i single. den zai ask wo for patch. wad u treat me as. don gif me excuses as in wen im attached. said all tis no use. it's end le. ish u nvr cherish. u said everibodi haf done wrong. even a killer deserve a 2nd chance? but even a killer wud feel guilty. wud u ever. & if de person doesnt don even wan tu forgive u. no matter wad u said. it'll be jus effortless. & u said u wan i to forgive u? it's de same logic once i break wif him, u asked me for patch? wen i patch wif him. u instead avoid & delete me. arent u childish? no matter how u want me to cool down. de answer ish jus NO. im sorry. it's all in da past. & no matter how u wait. i won patch wif u. -don have de mood lohs. end here norhs. (: |
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