♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

 




我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。

Easy&Simple.
With♥, SERINE.

NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥



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(: CHIONGJIANHUI!
Wednesday, May 28, 2008

WHOOSH! sibei sian .________________.
just watch forbidden kingdom. (: thks to papa dvd.
at least let me busi for a moment.
& im de winner for grp fund for last wk.
._. mus go sku more often liaos. arbo i will be pok man!

for today.
wana thanks chermaine & darling for their advice.
is indeed useful. at least i've known the answer
im just an immature freak who dono how to treasure r/s hur.
oni know how to say break. even myself oso sibei sian wif myself.
since so many r/s. i only know how to say break when quarrel.
scared that i will tio hurt.
ARGH. all rubbish. fuck up me.
i've never zhen de qu
understand him.
know whats he wants.
oni noe how to fapiqi. (:
& slightly takin him for granted.
as one chinese sentence said. 不要等到失去才知道珍惜。
it's just me lorhs. sibei bad in handling in relationship i guess?
but u also never show me any sincerity that u have the intention to patch arhs.
i know i still love you.
i've asked for patch. cux wo zhen de buxiang fang qi
& of cux tio reject by him lurhs.
you happy jiu haos. i know the feeling is different.
i won force ni arhs.
till now. i dont really wished to give up.
& u arent a badguy.
u've treated me well. just that sometimes.
we give each other attitude. & quarrel dao hen big.
& some other minor issues.
after yx death. cai noe. wad's cherish&treasure.
yups. it's too late. i know it.
i don blame anyone. u already said "i dont love you anymore"
but i does still (:

一切都已太迟了。而我也不会怪你的。
我会祝福你的。加油！

mistakes are being made by me.
regrets form too, at least i've said what i've said.
& not hoping a miracle to happen somedays.
love means much more than giving in and compromising isnt it?
& damn fcuking oh my,
guess i would never understand this simple 4 LETTER word.
LOVE! (:
as what the truth seems.
to maintain a r/s isnt easy.
it nid 2 hands to clap. =)
it's just how both of them solve it,
n from tis i've learn tat im dumb on this.
im jus good at destroying,
enough of all this crap.
放下这段爱情也不是你所想象的容易。


-edited
finally i realised.
i aint so strong in the heart. im always. lols.
have gone through all those crying endlessly at nite this few wks.
thinking of those words u've said.
waiting your msg/call everyday?
having some kind of hope that u will call or text me.
or thinking
"where are you?"
"does he still love me?"
hoping to see you? jus even one minutes ye hao.
jiu shi think about the past larhs.

it's enough i'll guess so.
it's time for me to move on. really move on.
bu xi wang it's just words for me le.
got to do it with action.
im already emotionally&physically tired

just want to tell you.
i've lost a boyfriend but not a friend.(:
u're still my friend still.
takecare and all the best.

for now. better get planning to make myself BUSY!
real busy. instead of thinking useless stuff. over a failed relationship yea?
while contradicting. means i dont have the time to think rubbish & become emo freak. ._.
work&outing&mitups!
tadada~ shall not grieve over this le bahs.

JIAYOUS TO SERINE! *duh* ._.

p.s. richard. thks for the advice.
it's a miracle u says cheem words. XD but tys anyways. (:
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