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 我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道我的这份爱，这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。 Easy&Simple. With♥, SERINE. NGMINFEI 谢谢你给我的一切 . Always had a place in my heart♥ |
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Thursday, December 6, 2007 today shall be a long long post ehs. :) it's seems so much happen within a nite. & everything gone. hahas. it's just happy one moment & afta a few hrs. it's all gone. since we've break. it jus gona sae "him" shall name the happy one first. :) 04-11-07 our third month. tat dae i was supposingly veri bad mood. & haf a quarrel wid mother at nite. i knew him was going give me a suprise. cux sudden his sis cor me asked me wad i like. but i asked him. he acted blur. lols. den i jiu believe lorhs. knew gona mit him at nite. so try to rush out one card for him. cux dat particular day too much thin happen in the morning. den i really didnt prepare much. i jus try mai best to rushed out one simple card narhs. but de meaning he shld noe it. :) im sorry to keep him waiting narhs. cux doin de card marhs. so nvr went down. didnt noe he at downstair waited one hr lurhs. paisehs narhs. den afta quarrel wid mother cai went down san san xin. he knew wher im. cux dat de place i owaes go. his hand was one big plastic bag narhs. i guess wad he've bought narhs. but i never imagine he bought flowers *rose* larhs. n he kneel down. n say ILU. wow sibei touch narhs. & cried also. hahas cried alot tat day. tys to him either. really tried his best make miey luff. thks. veriveri happy tat particular nite. tok alot of xinshi narhs. :) n back home bout 11plus. he sent me home & home he went.  *de suprise present. :) iLOVEhim* <3s 05/11/07 as usual. sch we went. i & him was late for lessons. we reached sch bout 845am. went for BCM. as ii updated on tis day. blahblahblah. study tymes. & he told me he passed one of his sub wif gd marks. hahas. happi for him. afta tat. he jiu moodi lurh nors. cux he failed his other sub by 2mrks. yupyups. tryin my best to make him kaixin narhs. hope he did lorhs. yayar. study study. MPS. haisyo. gif teacher test narhs. den can go. nid memorise. i failed my MPS CA1 aniwaes i knew it. cux i leave so much blank. but don feel sad at all. hohoho. jiayous for CA2 bahs. nxt wed. afta dat went mummum. chitchated wif de gurls. yupps. n darling de dar. n him came look for us. we mited. afta tat. shiqi & penny went for roleplay. other gers went home. while i n darling. him & koon. went couple outing. :) went to watch enchanted at PS de GV narhs sweet show. de princess was so tianzhen *innocent* she believed in forever. yups. tgt forever. de story meaningful. & so sweet. happy ending. dey stayed together regardless of the witch. & de girl is brave derhs. while de guy is a lawyer for divorce couple. & himself was a guy who divorced b4 he didnt believe dat's forever. he said it just a fantasy. de princess appear make his life change. :) nice show aniwaes. :) touching narhs. hao narhs. finish show jiu went walkwalk. darling de tkd practice cancel. so stayed with us. hahas. we got to watch de pokemon narhs. cute dem.
sometime being a child are xinfu narhs. no worries. no sadness. no problems. no relationship. :) they are just an angel who bring life & happiness to their parents. they can have all de fun & people just dote on them. walkwalkwalk. den went to mum-mum LJS. i n him eaten about 10+ packets of chilli larhs. power rite? lmaos. eaten finish jiu went to clark quay. using adult fare sibei ex narhs. ==; went there to c de dance studio darling recommend. yupyups. cux both of us want learn dancing. but den reach dere close lurh ehs. sadded. hahas. also watched de ice skating musical. damn nice larhs. dey skated n perform. all angmoh narhs. but nicenice!! some fotos i took.
didnt manage to take much. cux fone blackout. ==' then went to clark quay river walkwalk. was drizzling narhs. den no place zuozuo. cux wet. so settle at one place narhs. but stil kana rain narhs. lucki he use his bag. to cover me. thanks. den jiu tok wif him bout his past. yyar. im too kpo. lols. erhm. rain getting better. jiu zou liaos. hhas. walk wrong way out. den go to de bridge which i wan go long ago narhs.
nvr went b4. jiu went dere slack n take fotos. some of it:
hahas. haf a little tiff with him. cux hor. i do dangerous stuff. hahas. but he still make me luff when i angry. he never fails to make me smile. :D thanks. afta tat. jiu follow darling. duno go wher. dey walk so fast narhs. im jus felt so happy for her. when i c her running wif koon so happily. :) den decide to walk back to city hall. hahas. leg suan neiis. walk too long. & leg wetwet narhs. jiu walk narhs. get to c lots nice buildings. esplanade & stamford raffles! lmaos. & blahblahs.. cux dono wher gort busbus. so we all jiu decide go cityhall den jiu took mrt home ehs. :) seperated wid dar dex all. n home we go. took mrt wif him to lavander. o mai goodnes. de mrt de odour ish "nice" dur lorhs. nearly fainted. den at platform slack. cux leg pain narhs. hiyors. & dry my shoes. i jiu ply prank on him nors. ask him go awae etc.. hahas. make him tulan. slack bout 15mins. jiu go liaos. went up waited bus. still pushing him away. im jus playing. didnt noe he took it seriously. so ii jiu become siiansiian liaos. yupps. didnt talk all de way. till reach my house narhs. i dono wad happen to me narhs. he sent me home & he left with a disappointed face. i jiu ran after him. cux i noe i too much lurhs. i hugged him narhs. but he stil like sian den i jiu turn away bahs. heartpain like siao larhs. cried again. he keep asking me why? i really dono why. my tears jus drip. but i never imagine. it c8 a major thin happen. he keep ask me WHY? i also dono why. im nt angry. im jus sad only. but i jus cant speak out. sorry yar. i went downstair to san san xin. really hen lei lurhs. i buzhidaos wad i thinking narhs. seeing him like dat adding to my fan nao. he chase after me. thks. but then i cried because im just too affected by his mood bahs. i cant speak out. cux i dono how to? & thus creating a quarrel or whatever. sometimes. fun can c8 to a real prob sometymes. i see him go off the second tyme. the moment i see him went off. i just cried out. i don intend to chase after him. maybe i've already know. it's end between we 2. i jus sat down dere stone for 30mins. i've msg darling. thks being dere okies. & trying to cheer me up. i stayed there till one auntie & uncle. came to me & force me go other place sit. it's dark dere narhs. & silent. and dere alot of bangala. den i jiu listen to dem narhs. i went to walk around kb. jus san san xin nors. n thinking. mayb i shld jus really give up ehs? but i really she bu de bahs. he tried to cor-ed me. but i just kup de fone. sorry. i just don want to listen yur voice at tat point of time. im jus still emotionally affected. i stayed outside for 1hr. & i saw him first b4 he saw me. but den i waited 5mins later den i go to de bridge dere. i didnt notice tat he still dere. he bring me back home. cux he asked me home. we didnt sae much. just say bye. both of us noes wad happen going on between us. i have initiated the break. cux i don't wish to: see him runaway see him cry see him worry see him sad see his back see his attitude etc.. as alot ppl said. i & him are hot-tempered. dat's why it become like that. i felt shebude narhs. xin hen tong. cried & cried. but i just don wish to drag it narhs. i dono m i meant for him? i don wana get hurt again. im jus too scared of being hurt. so i rather sae it first. b4 we really get into deep. but den i realise. i really love him lots. i just keep thinking bout him. i keep force myself nt to msg him. but at last i still msg. i apologise. but all i get was a cold reply. i cried narhs. cux thinking "is it really over?" i asked him. u wana break? he said "no" but then i think haohaos. shld we continue like that. we jus msg-ed each other. till i really cried to sleep. i hugging the babytaz he gave me. n wearing his jacket narhs. cux cold narhs. -breakup? or continue? i dono de decision- midnites wake up saw his msg. thanks for still guan xin wo narhs. didnt msg him afta my last reply to him. & just keep thinking bout him the whole morning. i dono he gort nort. i wake up late. den jiu nvr went for BCM. den heard by darling IAC cancel. so i jiu slowly slowly. bought the clay jus go for roleplay meeting. on de bus & mrt. jiu thin of him narhs. listen sad songs. go lin yu. nearly cried. but meiyou. i told myself tis de decision i made. so mus zhen zuo. but de fact is. im waiting his msg. reached sch. mit cher & nuer. yupyups. we seems tired. after that cher told me JH lei. den i jiu saw his back only den jiu cried liaos. but nt much la. drip tears only. just happen so. it's a sad song. thanks for u gers de concern. im fine kaes. :) ben lai nt da suan let dem noe so early wad happen. but its jus coincidence dat saw him bahs. & dey found out. after nt long. received his msg. asking me takekare. n ask me rest well narhs cux he sees me. sayin im tired. i jus dono wher him bahs. so i didnt get to c him. roleplay preparation started. i just nvr reply him. i dono wad to reply. n de stuffs took my mind for awhile. never let me think bout him. i & emily jiu do de clay thing. serene & darling mum-mum. cher & lianni doing signboard. shiqi, penny, koon, mike oso dere. so it occupies my mind. as tyme goes by. i cai replied him. cux i really cant dont msg him bahs. isit? i dono oso. we jiu msg-ed msg-ed. some msg im happy to see. some im jus siian half. stil never get to a decision. yupps. & home he go. ben lai wanted ask him wan join us anort. den jiu xiang again. i don haf ani zi ge ask him to wait for me lurh. jiu forget it narhs. home he went. & i just continued my role play stuff. doing the clay thingy was quite fun narhs & painting it. & at last. i can smile. hahas. it's like so funny narhs. the things we do. darling n koon bought couple shoes ehs. sweet sweet dem. & dey keep plying. hahas. wish dey 2 last long long ehs. :) erhm. yayar. done bout 3plus. & put it to de locker. tout nvr bring locker key. but it's in my pocket. i found it when i go toilet. ==' so put it my locker & emily after tat home ii go. thks. darling & koon pei-ed me go tamp inter. & pei wo wait bus. i noe she worried bout me. but im fine kaes. :) she knows i love her. thks yoos. in bus 23 oso keep thin. den msg wif him. when he sae his thin doesnt concern me animore. i dono whyes. i jus sibei sad narhs. den jiu type one 3page msg gif him. just wan him to noe tat im still dere bahs. i still haven wanted to give up. cux i noe i still she bu de let go tis relationship. yupyups. reached home. walk past de happy cum sad place. de bridge. & de swimming complex dere. home ii go. on comp & jiu update till now narhs. 7.05pm. :) thks ah mei narhs. guan xing wo. n sry narhs. nvr msg yoos tell u wad happen cux jie don haf de mood n its late. sorry. n i'll cheer up soon durhs. :) & my ex. thankyews. for giving me video cheer me up. xiexie BOI; i still miss yoos. sum fotos taken: de christmas tree in clarkquay shooping mall 
darling & koon = sweet couple! :)
ii n darling. xD
i n him. :)
de star;stamford raffles
kaes narhs. i shall end here. :) |
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