♥/` 12Jan2009.0531am;

guess wad. i've cried 3tymes cux of u continously on a dae.
hahas.
first tyme n hope de last tyme i'll cried so mani tymes.

happening of da dae:

morning didnt gort his msg replied. neither nor his morning cor daily,
hahas. shld noe bahs.
but den i cor-ed him no anwser den cor-ed his hse.
askin ish he working?
yups. n dere we mit

was cold tuwards each other bahs.
stand quite far. hate tis kind of feeling bahs.
but den nbm bahs.
suan lerhs. :)

on da way tu work while taking mrt
cux mayb facing him. ii cant take it bahs.
haf tried mai beriberi best nort tu cried lerhs.
but den listen song marhs. bobians.
jus cried out lerhs.. hahas. alot ppl seen it. but den cant control sory yea.

mayb getting cold war. isnt much fun either yea.
din manage tu tok. he listening his song doin his thin
while im oso.
but den. quite tough lurhs.

til lunch break. ii don haf appetite bahs.
hhas. den nvr go out makan.
oso haf others reason bahs. common sense. :)
otherwise. lazy n tired.
tryin much best dunch b sadd.
thks fer auntie yea.
dey console miey. xiexie ni men. u'll be de best aunties ii noe.

as de aunties told miey.
quarrel cant b fer eva yea.
dere's a fate if u noe each other.
n b happi if u re tgt. quarrel ish can. but. don til lyke dat.
ish jus a small quarrel.
ii wished it was. but den buzhidaos bahs.

he've asked miey wana buy eat nort. quite kaixin when saw dat msg bahs.
but den. hahas. no appetite yea.
den aunties keep nag miey. sae lata will faint dey no energy carry miey.
hahas. den keep make miey luff.
dey might b naggy bout de work stuffs.
but den overall. dey re NICE!
loves dem.
at last ii ask him buy mee giv miey eat. ytd eat lerhs was damn nice.
hahas. oso bought guava.
but den de guava nort fresh derhs.
siian. hahas.
oni eat one. den wasted his moni sry yea.

de cold-hot attitude ish jus peircing mai hart thru bahs.
but lucki auntie was dere.
makin miey luff. by sayin lame jokes.
haha. didnt tok much afta dat.

til auntie break de ice in da afternoon.
hahas. dunch noe hw dey manage tu do it. forget lerhs.
den jiu jokin around plyin around lerhs
til finish work.
den it's back tu square one.
didnt kare much. msged him ask him smile.
he sae he tired.
ii jiu tried tu b understanding bahs.
haha
ii oso tired lerhs. fall slp in de van.

his attitude. ii realli cant take it ler bahs jus now.
he turn his head over. i tried tu smile.
he jus stare n turn off.

wow den mai hart was freakin pain OK!
but den. ii tout his jus tired.
didnt kare much. but ii jiu nvr luff lerhs.

tu de bus stop oso da same. do u've tu sit so far awae from miey?
wow. dat tyme. ii realli wish i haf giv up.
i've tried mai best tu giv in lerhs.
but den.. ii dunch noe wad tu do lerhs.

ii jiu on mai fone tu listen song.
blast lei. hahas. iin mai hart i thin. cannt make it ler bahs. :)

but den different thin happen yea.
he went on bus. tout he sit other place but bside miey lei.
hahs. den jiu tickle miey. make miey luff.
but dats de heart broken part bahs.
u can treat miey cold-heartedly a while ago.
n now u back tu luffing n plying.
i jus wish i could understand wad u thinking.
but den it's tough. it's real tough.
i dunch understand maiself. how could i understand u?.
cried again in de bus.
ii buzhidaos wad tu do. jus sitting dere thinking n thinking
tears jiu drip lerhs. den jiu waterfall. hahas.
remain silence til i reached home.

he sent miey home. stil tokin tu miey.
makin miey luff.

at last. forgive him.
haf beaten him blahblahs. oso he've make miey luff
n yar. do everithin he could
could c his effort. but den im afraid lerhs,
afraid it wud happen again.
or mayb worst den dat.